Lunar eclipse July 5th @ 13° Capricorn

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Ava , he contacted me again on a full Moon - will check in future how the full Moon plays out.

[anela]

This one was tense. Over the past week, I actually felt better, once the weekend was over, but I was woken up by small panic attacks during the night. It took a little while for them to ease, then I felt fine again. Spoke to the Taurus briefly, then again when it happened again. I would watch a movie, and then eventually go back to sleep.

Now, masks are mandatory in my county, because covid numbers are rising steadily (not only due to testing), half the people in my area were suddenly arguing over whether or not to wear a mask, in a group that's usually quiet. So, of course, I joined in for a little while. Some people were calling it a hoax, a political scam, and if I don't take a break from the internet, I will Yosemite Sam it through the roof. I had calmed down over the chances of it spreading here, because we were doing so well. Not anymore. I was in the garden, trying to read, and I actually felt like this disease was waiting just outside the fence. I'm waking up with a clenched feeling in my chest, because we're getting screwed thanks to a guy who doesn't care if we die. I want to be able to see my family. I want to hug my aunt, because she's going to die. We're effectively cut off from most of the world, borders are closed, because we aren't doing much of anything to stop Covid. I could fly home if I had the money, and a renewed passport, but I'd have to quarantine for two weeks when I arrived. 

The only positive local thing to come from this? (Since it hit my third and ninth houses.) We went to the drive-in last night. Double feature, and when I went to the bathroom, most women of all ages, were wearing masks, or had them ready to put on.

[anela]

I've also just joined a group in which you can't argue. You can post memes or articles, but no arguing. www.facebook.com/groups/1793161684154217/ I used to not talk about this stuff much at all. Trump getting elected changed all of that, along with everything that's come from that. I'm really over it all, but I also needed to learn to argue, and defend a position, so that's done.