Avathank you very much.
"'m kind of flabbergasted. Well, seems to predict a lasting connection...apparently. Because you HAVE lasted. And that's a really long time for things to stay as exciting, fresh, and cliffhanging as they are.
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Haha, that is a nice way to put it!
But I am flabbergasted myself. Mostly about how we are still in each other`s life to a certain degree, and honestly speaking, probably more than ever.
But it does not make any sense rationally, why that would happen in this way?
So I guess we kind of have a lasting connection, though the connection now is pretty different from what it was then, and well it was not that much of a real connection to speak of back then, mostly probably due to my disappearing for length at a time. lol
That first meeting, as intense (and yes, well it was a turning point) it was, it was just one meeting, and even one that was followed with a long phase of silence, which was followed by a long phase of: "I don`t even know if I find him attractive or nice. But if there is nothing about him, why on earth am I sitting here again?" (I suppose he was pretty aware of my reservation. lol Well nowadays I get the feeling he is being aware of more than he would like to let anyone know. He`s got even me fooled for a time. lol).
Anyway it is just really weird how over the course of 10 years we would now and then cross paths and then follow up with a longer period of .... nothingness.
I am not speaking for the last years of course, these have been pretty different.
But as flabbergasted I was to find Tr Juno on our composite Sun - well I bet this aspect happens in a lot of composites. In fact it has happened again to us in between, too. Must be, I think Juno goes round the circle within 5 years, so we must have had this transit at least once more.
"Um, your purpose was to experience & survive the Ultimate Neptune Challenge?
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LOL Yes, probably.
"I can't get over all the t-squares on the angles,"
I don´t actually see that many.
"and I'm really dazzled by Pisces Kaali-Pholus on the ASC.
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Yes, that one was interesting, also course the First Meeting chart had Siva conjunct Parvati at around 13 Pisces, too. And Kaali is just a dark emanation of Parvati (Sati).
It also made sense to me, as I remember that after we met and I was lying in my bed in the hotelroom, I thought I was having a stroke or something, because I felt such a weird energy and state of consciousness, almost like being asleep and awake at the same time. Well I suppose it was some kind of Kundalini Rising or connecting with the spiritual/ astral level, by now I´ve become a bit more used to it, though honestly, that was quite something, energetically speaking. lol
But then again I remember that at one time, a few years later, when I was suddenly finding myself in his physical proximity (cause he just will not stay on a stage but insists on getting off there and itneracting with his audience directly), anyway he was just in physical proximity and for a moment I felt like passing out. Honestly. I mean I still embarassed by that, but that is how it felt. I was feeling dizzy and slightly weak that day anyway (and me dizzy means I am less grounded in real life and more present on a spiritual level anyway), and I would think it was an exaggeration if I had not experienced it myself. I luckily did NOT pass out, but it seemed a close call. Well by now this does not happen anymore of course. Though I still seem to not be completely in rational control some of the times I talk to him, especially if it is him, suddenly materializing before me. He has that tendency to not just approach me, but just being there somehow. lol
But well yes that Kaali on the ASC back then certainly made sense.
" Sun conjunct tr Juno, trine Taurus Juno, an easygoing earthiness beneath all the sparkles and electricity...a lastingness.
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Interestingly the pr Sun was exactly trine pr Juno 2 years before when we were sharing this eyecontact (though did not talk), at that time pr Venus was also in a close applying trine to n Mars.
".NN conjunct Pluto in Libra, in the 7th, seems to be asking..."so what are you going to do to get closer, and closer still?"
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Maybe, however both are very slow moving, Id on´t think they ever get really close in progressions.
"Pluto = Chiron/Ceres midpoint, I won't mention bananabread again, not too much -- but we can say, nourishing each other's souls, I think that's what's happening.
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On good days I suppose.
."Well is it reasonable for us to get together? Is it logical? Let me crunch some numbers on this, look at charts..."
Exactly!#
