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Post by Ava on Feb 15, 2018 18:43:02 GMT
Eastern Standard Time...  Draconic:  |
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Post by Ava on Feb 15, 2018 18:44:19 GMT
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Post by lumina on Feb 15, 2018 18:49:41 GMT
I am just having a mild anxiety attack - boy, that hasn`t happened for ages!
No, no, everything`s fine, but yeah solar eclipse, that`s right.
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Post by Ava on Feb 15, 2018 18:53:15 GMT
K, glad it's all fine  Tropical sun-moon conjunct my progressed sun. Draco sun-moon on my Pluto. Kinda wary about how this will affect me. Because Pluto. |
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Post by lumina on Feb 15, 2018 18:59:10 GMT
this is how it looks here, the local angles relevant for my place; interestingly the Draco SE DESC falls onto my Lunar Return ASC.   |
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Post by lumina on Feb 15, 2018 19:02:38 GMT
I`ve had that with the lunar eclipse it was conjunct my pr Sun. I suppose it is a biggie.
Well the Draco Sun-Moon widely opposes my Draco Sun. (and conjuncts my tropical aphrodite exact, conjunct our composite Pluto by 2 degrees, and opposing my name in our composite exact, well it`s all about me, the whole world turns around me, and even scheduled a Solar Eclipse around me. LOL Just kidding)
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Post by lumina on Feb 15, 2018 19:04:08 GMT
BTW P`s Draco Juno is on 26 Aquarius, so it is all about his wife really?
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Post by Ava on Feb 15, 2018 20:10:52 GMT
BTW P`s Draco Juno is on 26 Aquarius, so it is all about his wife really? Nah, we can never let her have THAT much of the spotlight...sunlight...moonlight...or anything.  Just kidding, I know you're fair and generous. Did you see tropical ASC-POF conjunct draco eclipse in your location? Be back later...... |
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Post by lumina on Feb 15, 2018 20:20:12 GMT
Ava well I am also an astrologer, and her Draco Mercury and Draco Venus are on 28 Aquarius (and his name in her Draco chart as well), so I guess she WILL be in the spotlight tomorrow, no matter how much I might be grinding my teeth about it. lol Seriously, it fascinates me, how their Draco Venus-Mercury (hers) and Draco Juno (his) are meeting up right on my tropical Black Moon. lol Curiously enough her Draco Sun, Mercury and Venus are conjunct his ex-girlfriend`s respective tropical Sun, Mercury and Venus. The conjunction between the Suns is even exact. All bias on my part aside, the astrologer in me is really intrigued. lol
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Post by lumina on Feb 15, 2018 20:21:31 GMT
Oh and yes I saw that the tropical ASC fell curiously onto the Draco eclipse. Curious, right?
(well POF is always conjunct ASC, if we have a New Moon).
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Post by Ava on Feb 16, 2018 2:00:08 GMT
Wow that's interesting, lumina....his wife's draco sun is exactly conjunct his ex's, and all that! "Seriously, it fascinates me, how their Draco Venus-Mercury (hers) and Draco Juno (his) are meeting up right on my tropical Black Moon. lol" LOL  Not much happening here, but I ran into a friend of mine earlier today, her NN conjunct eclipse sun-moon. Her sun on my NN, moon on my SN. Nice surprise...we haven't gotten together for a while, and this was all so nodal-axis-y. |
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Post by lumina on Feb 16, 2018 13:06:31 GMT
Ava that is pretty cool with you running into a friend with whom you share a bit of an eclipse, too. Also, it is a New Moon after all, and while this means a new beginning, sometimes the path becomes clear only later on. Anyway just a random curious note, I realized today that my progressed Draco Sun is exactly conjunct P`s progressed tropical Moon today. For whatever that´s worth or meaningful, but it surely made me smile. Well my pr Moon is opposing my own pr Jupiter exact today, and my pr Moon happens to also be conjunct his natal BML on 19 Virgo. Nevertheless it`s just a concert, and while I am in a good mood (which usually is a very bad sign that it will go really bad and disappointing, but I will just risk it and still feel good about enjoying a nice evening with good music), it is really just a bit of evening entertainment, and not like a huge stepping stone or something.
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Post by Ava on Feb 16, 2018 15:17:12 GMT
not like a huge stepping stone or something. Pfft, how do you know? Open your mind to all the new possibilities! I kinda put progressed draconic out of my mind because my pr draco sun is in Cancer. I don't understand Cancer well enough to even see that in myself. |
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Post by 12YearsABlob on Feb 18, 2018 0:15:56 GMT
Hmm. I'd turned off my phone and internet. Was that kind of day.
Went for a walk that evening and there was something in the air.
Now I know why.
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Post by 12YearsABlob on Feb 18, 2018 0:21:54 GMT
I am just having a mild anxiety attack - boy, that hasn`t happened for ages! Yeah... And I had so much to do. Couldn't afford to have my mind messed with, so I kept myself away from everything, lol. "I'll deal with this later"...
* Although I should add that for me, it's not uncommon. I have panic attacks from time to time. Just that this had a little more...*gravitas* (for lack of a better word). I didn't implode and then try to pick up the pieces. Had an inkling that that might happen - so, disaster averted. |
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Post by lumina on Feb 18, 2018 11:39:52 GMT
@12yearsablob I hope you feel better now, and glad you did neither im- nor explode. Well I`ve been having anxiety attacks when I was in my 20`s and 30`s quite a lot, some of which were really frightening. Well I guess that is what those attacks are about. I`ve not been having those for years now, and if so, then just a lot weaker than they used to be. Hey, I can identify them as anxiety attacks when they happen, knowing that I am having a fit of paranoia or anxiety or whatever. Usually, if it happens when I am at home and it is not too late, I just leave the house and go for a fast walk, and that helps a lot. It`s the standing or sitting still in those moments that intensifies internal pressure. By now I identified that as my personal internal "running away"-stuff, and usually this kind of attack precedes something happening in the outer or inner world, almost like I already sense something coming, without being aware of it or knowing what it is. Oh and of course the thought of: What if I just fall dead here at home, noone is around and when they`ll find me, they will see just how much of a mess my appartment looks like! Don`t laugh! That IS a big fear. lol Not that I might actually die (very unlikely, at least not today and not tomorrow), but now and then even I think I should do more cleaning up. There is a very easy solution to these kinds of anxiety attacks though.  Cleaning up. lol Oh and on that particular moment? Well I had just taken my blood pressure and thought that having an upper pressure of 92 seemed a little low, which explained the cotton feeling in my head of course, at the second measuring it was at about 100, still not better (I usually have a higher pressure), and after that my measure-thing broke. lol Naturally. And good it did. I tend to get very obsessed with these things! A minute after that or so my mom called. Also naturally, she always has that sense when I am going to break out into irrationality. lol We were just talking about mundane stuff though and after watering the flowers and doing all sort of mundane stuff I am pretty sure my bloodpressure was normal again, and that feeling of anxiety had also washed away. Actualy it had already done within maybe 5 minutes, I just did not trust it to stay away. |
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Post by 12YearsABlob on Feb 18, 2018 16:42:10 GMT
Thanks, lumina. By now I identified that as my personal internal "running away"-stuff, and usually this kind of attack precedes something happening in the outer or inner world, almost like I already sense something coming, without being aware of it or knowing what it is. Oh and of course the thought of: What if I just fall dead here at home, noone is around and when they`ll find me, they will see just how much of a mess my appartment looks like! I've had that exact thought. Along with -- worrying about all the things they'll find. Like my diary - which I periodically destroy. But anyway. I feel ya. Aqua moon *high-five*. It's great that you can sense one coming on. It makes the whole thing slightly less scary(?) I too have that thing where talking about mundane (comforting), everyday things makes me settle down somewhat. <3 Glad you spoke to your mom at the time! |
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Cleaning up. lol