I am on my leave now(yay) but i keep thinking about work, are the people i've given my stuff to ok with it or did i hand it over properly or will they make mess, will they get in trouble because of something i may have missed etc...I cant seem to switch off or relax
I asked my cards for advice. When i was shuffling the 6 pents fell out but i got distracted. Then i shuffled again and got the below spread;
emperor, empress, 2 wands, knight of pents, lovers cl;4 pents, king of sword, knight swords
Emperor is reserved and can balance head and heart, empress is relaxed, 4 is holding onto something, 2 wands he is looking to the future.
I would say that i shouldnt give too much away and just relax im not at work now. Stop worrying too much and I can decide if i want to help out if they reach out to me. Let them come to me if need be(I did give them my phone no though if they need me).
for anyone not familiar with the way i pull cards - the 4 pents clarifies the combination of emperor and empress. The king of swords clarifies the combination of the empress, 2 wands and knight of pents. The knight of swords clarifies the combination of knight of pents and lovers.
in my opinion i would say the spread asks you to be more self-confident. i mean the emperor and the empress are the king and queen of all kings and queens. 2 of wands should be being always open to any other options, possibilites, other people's opinions, etc. The knight of pents is again a reminder to be self-confident and above all to remain level-headed and professional and the lovers is a reminder to do everything with your heart and to communicate always friendly.
I wanted to reply yesterday, but I agree with Enneline and also, as you said, stop worrying so much. Don`t be like the 4 of pents guy and get stuck in this worrying-cycle. And also it is not all your responsibility, it`s up to the other people to do their job properly, but it is nothing you are responsible for, or have control about. So let it go, easier said than done I know, and try to focus on yourself and the coming changes.
It still bothered me lol so I just sent them a msg earlier to see how they are getting along this week alone. They said it was tough but they are getting the hang of it and the documentation i left them was helpful. I let them know that if they need help not to suffer and just call me. I kind of feel like that is what the 6 of pents was saying - just reiterate that you are there. The rest of the spread is just let it go. Feel alot better now actually.