Pluto square Chiron and/or Sun

[anela]

I can't remember if I asked about this before. This is exact for me on Saturday, and has apparently been affecting me for almost a year now, on and off. I get to deal with this until November of next year (before it moves on to square my Uranus/ascendant, and my dad's sun).  

It's also square my Ceres. 

[lumina]

I had tr pluto square chiron in 2018 with exact hits in february, july and december.
Pretty intense developmental time, forcing me to leave my comfort zone (chiron is in my 4th).but nowwhere as desastrous as expected, actually quite positive though a bit exhausting emotionally. Dwf. Big changes but chiron is on my far Uranus /pluto mp. After that tr pluto was conjunct my avx and Sun/moon and moon/mercury mp on 21 cap last year.

[Violets]

anela and lumina, I guess I must have had/am having that transit as well, but I would have to look back at exact dates to see if/how it’s been affecting me. I was more aware of Chiron transiting over my Venus and my youngest’s Moon, but I think that’s well past now.

[anela]

Pluto is square my Sun, too. I think I'm feeling it more this week, although Mars is also square my Jupiter/Pluto, and I'm not getting into arguments, or anything like that. My anxiety has been up, and I didn't want to get out of bed this morning, but I was okay once I did.

I've been reading a book about relationships, and "types" of people in them, like secure, avoidant, preoccupied. I think I was preoccupied, when I took a test a few months ago. It's like a hyper-vigilant state of mind/state of living, and that really does describe me a lot of the time. It feels good when I finally relax, instead of always waiting for something to happen/someone to hurt me. That's been on my mind for the last few days.

[anela]

Currently hating this transit, and it's actually moving away from my Sun, right now.