Post by FruityLlama on Oct 6, 2019 18:02:48 GMT
Hi everyone,
I've had a really awful week and the run up to it before wasn't too great either. Quite a lot of things have happened including a death, my car breaking down, arguments with partner and now I've accidentally damaged a coat a friend lent me. It's not massively damaged, just a small hole but that's still bad in my opinion. This comes after quite a few mishaps when it comes to arranging things with this friend too- we car share to work and my phone started acting up and didn't receive her messages which caused me to be late meeting her the other week. I just worry now that she will drop me as a friend and it upsets me for that reason but also because I am not usually this disorganised or careless! She'll think I need to get a grip but it seems external things are just going from bad to worse right now. I'm alright otherwise within myself but I just want to lock myself away sometimes.
I pulled some cards on this and I asked what will her reaction be to the coat:
10S, Chariot, Sun rx
Will she still want to be friends with me?
Chariot, Hermit, Page P rx
It looks pretty bad for both spreads I think but just wondered if anyone had any thoughts?
Sorry forgot to add my own thoughts, don't know if we should do that or not generally but my first thought on spread #1 is that it might not be as bad as I think it will- the first card seems to represent the querent best ime. That could be me catastrophising. The chariot could represent her just wanting to move on from it- to be clear I am intending on paying for a new coat so with the sun reversed she might be ok with it even though it might disappoint her too.
#2 Not sure to be honest with the chariot then the hermit. The chariot again makes me think she might want to brush over it, move on again but perhaps the hermit represents my feeling that she will want to distance herself from me? Page of pents rx might represent her thoughts of me being totally chaotic.
She was with me when my car broke down the other day. Ive bought her gift to say thank you for being so kind whilst we were stranded waiting for the tow truck (4.5 bloody hours it took for them to arrive!) however whilst it wasn't my fault, I wouldn't be surprised if she regrets agreeing to car share with me at all now..
I've had a really awful week and the run up to it before wasn't too great either. Quite a lot of things have happened including a death, my car breaking down, arguments with partner and now I've accidentally damaged a coat a friend lent me. It's not massively damaged, just a small hole but that's still bad in my opinion. This comes after quite a few mishaps when it comes to arranging things with this friend too- we car share to work and my phone started acting up and didn't receive her messages which caused me to be late meeting her the other week. I just worry now that she will drop me as a friend and it upsets me for that reason but also because I am not usually this disorganised or careless! She'll think I need to get a grip but it seems external things are just going from bad to worse right now. I'm alright otherwise within myself but I just want to lock myself away sometimes.
I pulled some cards on this and I asked what will her reaction be to the coat:
10S, Chariot, Sun rx
Will she still want to be friends with me?
Chariot, Hermit, Page P rx
It looks pretty bad for both spreads I think but just wondered if anyone had any thoughts?
Sorry forgot to add my own thoughts, don't know if we should do that or not generally but my first thought on spread #1 is that it might not be as bad as I think it will- the first card seems to represent the querent best ime. That could be me catastrophising. The chariot could represent her just wanting to move on from it- to be clear I am intending on paying for a new coat so with the sun reversed she might be ok with it even though it might disappoint her too.
#2 Not sure to be honest with the chariot then the hermit. The chariot again makes me think she might want to brush over it, move on again but perhaps the hermit represents my feeling that she will want to distance herself from me? Page of pents rx might represent her thoughts of me being totally chaotic.
She was with me when my car broke down the other day. Ive bought her gift to say thank you for being so kind whilst we were stranded waiting for the tow truck (4.5 bloody hours it took for them to arrive!) however whilst it wasn't my fault, I wouldn't be surprised if she regrets agreeing to car share with me at all now..
I really hope so, I feel like I'm on my last chances though- we have only known each other for about a month or so (I mean, I consider her a friend despite not knowing each other long) and I worry I'm not presenting myself very well. I hope she'll be forgiving, but I'm a bit scared in case she gets angry or cold...