Ava Well love has many faces and manifestations, it is not always leading up to a romantic relationship (though often it does, but sometimes it is better not to know what we are headed into.
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and thank you for the compliment. I remember that seeing that I was wondering if H might show up in your life again, and if so he would do it BIG time, huge influence, transformation, intensity, profound illumination of things etc.
But I would never have dared really telling that, it was just too specific. But it`s intresting, so the shadow transits do hold value!
Let me see if I have shadow transits myself. lol
Hey my Solar Arc Saturn is conjunct P`s natal NN EXACTLY, funny enough when we first met Tr Saturn was conjunct his natal NN exact - so I am sort of his shadow transit? Or well I actually do not like that term, I prefer "echo-transit" or even better "mirror-transit"LOL
okay let`s see
Tr Pluto conjunct my sa Mars on 19 Cap exact (15 minute orb last week. lol)
Tr Chiron conjunct my sa Moon on 1 Aries (19 minutes)
Tr Uranus conjunct my sa Juno on 1 Taurus (1°09, but re-applying to my sa Juno)
So let`s see,
Tr Pluto conjunct n Mars : january-april 1997
Well not a really good time as a matter of fact; my maternal grandfather having a stroke, total restructure of our living conditions as well, but the worst was really those weeks when we did not know if he would survive this. He did survive this for about 2 years I think (though was forced into a wheelchair) - it was an exhausting time for all of us, but honestly speaking I am so very thankful that we were given those additional years with him. But it took a toll on the family of course, and definitely on my emotional being, and that was definitely a timeframe when I was really shutting down emotionally towards anyone who was "not family".
(it is almost funny, but I met P when my sa Mars was squaring n Pluto. lol and sa Uranus conjunct n Mars, but that is for another day of interpreting, or not. lol)
I also was invited to a wedding in P`s hometown that year, and I vaguely recalling having met a young man there who was taking me back to the station at the end of the night (a most weird ride), I do not really remember the guy though, just that he was nice and open and in retrospect apparently interested in me, and I was acting like a stuck-up bitch, which I was at that time.
The year after that Tr Pluto was once more conjunct my n Mars, and I was having a crush on an actor at the local theatre, it did not last long, but it was crazy-intense for how long it lasted. Well it stopped, when I learned he was being married and then a few month later he was moving away with his wife. I never even talked to him. But it was curious how deeply I was affected for a time. But it really was not having any substance, it was just a curious incident.
Another thing that happened during this time frame (except seeing P1, well P was not the first P in my life
again ), and it is just soooo curious that I remember that, was stumbling across and watching THIS musical on TV - and it was just a TV-thing, and yet I was again so affected, it was like I was feeling a major shift, like a rumble underneath, not yet acute, but almost like a foreboding, but then again I´ve loved the musical ever since I first heard the first notes. lol
(It`s amazing how pale and shallow this is compared to the live performance I`ve seen - and Colm Wilkinson is NOT a bad singer by any means! He just doesn`t feel it. I mean seriously, P was literally erupting with this song.)
But yes that was then with the original transit of Tr Pluto on my Mars, a very intense time, though it started with those life-and-death-issues. Curiously enough in spring this year I was also concerned with those issues, because of certain suicides and lifethreatening illnesses around me.
Tr Chiron conjunct n Moon: february 2008; actually that was the month the concert took place where I saw P, and decided to see him again in a real role on stage, which would then lead to our first meeting, but this concert was really something. lol Just that weird feeling as if whenever he entered the room the dark room was lit up with a dazzling energy. It seemed brighter than day, even though it still was technically dark. It was very strange experience. Never met a person before who seemed to be able to be his own Sun, like creating/ radiating light and energy, and being a tad overwhelmed because even back then he seemed to be rather focused on me. lol
Tr Uranus conjunct n Juno: february 2008 as well. LOL Not to mention the Solar eclipse on 17 Aquarius on my Moon, yeah well, let`s not dwell. lol
As for P he has these mirror-transits currently
Tr Uranus on 2 Taurus conjunct his sa ASC on 4 Taurus, well pulling away for now, but will be back
TR NN on 5 Leo conjunct his sa IC on 7 Leo, also separating of course
Tr Saturn on 3 Cap conjunct his sa Uranus on 2 Cap (but in partile conjunction, applying)
Tr Pluto on 19 Cap conjunct his sa Mercury on 18 Cap, and square his sa Mars on 20 Libra and sa Jupiter on 19 Libra
Tr SN on 5 Aqua conjunct his sa Sun on 6 Aqua, partile, and also square his sa Saturn
Tr Chiron on 1 Aries square his sa Uranus on 2 Cap
mirroring these previous transits:
Tr Pluto conjunct n Mercury on 9 Sag: 1999
Tr Uranus conjunct n ASC: it had been applying by 2 degrees, when we first met, but then pulled away, and the actual hitting happened a year later
Tr NN conjunct n IC: too long ago, leading back into his childhood.
Tr Saturn conjunct n Uranus: february, october 2014 (well major shift in his life, with his then girlfriend, now wife being pregnant, and in between somehow I showed up in his life again as well, kind of)
Tr SN conjunct n Sun, square n SAturn: spring 2011, well one of those times I was paying a short visit in his life before, too, leading up to the first time he was approaching me during a show, though that was a few months later, and then again a few months later I was disappearing again; at the same time he apparently was int he process of breaking up with his long term girlfriend; I guess that was the start of the process though, the actual break up was happening a few months later
Tr Chiron square n Uranus: it had come close, when we first met, however did not perfect, it did perfect in march 2009; no clue what was happening in his life then, i wasn`t there.