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Post by anela on Apr 6, 2018 4:43:18 GMT
I made the mistake of checking out my transits, and it said that Mars will be in my 3rd house until OCTOBER? I seriously hope that it will involve good things like volunteering, should I get ever get back to the shelter, because otherwise this doesn't sound good. As it moves through Capricorn, it hits my Aries and other Cardinal planets, all harshly. As it moves into Aquarius, it squares my Uranus/ascendant, but at least it also trines my Moon/Venus/SN.
Here I was, looking forward to *something* getting out of Capricorn, since I'm lumped with Saturn and Pluto there for a long time.
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Post by Violets on Apr 6, 2018 15:53:17 GMT
Super, that means it will be hitting all of my outer planets and Venus/Mars, and sitting with the other jerks in my 6th house. The good news is that after three years of terrible eating habits in our household, we're getting rid of processed foods, trying to start a garden again, and focusing more on being outside.
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Post by Ava on Apr 6, 2018 17:43:24 GMT
the other jerks in my 6th house 😂 hehehehe |
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Post by Ava on Apr 6, 2018 21:14:08 GMT
^ Just thought it was funny, referring to planets as "these jerks." Sorry for any hardship it entails...I have the same thing so, good luck to both of us.
I don't mind Mars Rx, I have that natally, might even present some advantages? I haven't figured it out yet.
Mars square Uranus transit....I don't look forward to that one.
Mars transiting on my DSC, conjunct transiting Jupiter/Uranus midpoint in June, might create some fireworks for better or worse.
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Post by Violets on Apr 7, 2018 5:11:44 GMT
Wtf... Am I going to have a DW Mars/Uranus square Transit, in addition to my existing natal square?!? *facepalm* Ava, I'm laughing too, it's the only antidote, lol. |
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Post by anela on Aug 4, 2018 10:16:50 GMT
Interesting that this mostly happens in my third house. I haven't been able to escape, haven't been able to go anywhere, due to the *insert a lot of swearing* van that dad bought when I was sick in May. I don't know if Merc was retrograde then, but I didn't want him to buy it. He ran up a credit card, getting it fixed, and it still has no air conditioning, so I don't know what I'm going to do today, if I want to get out of here. 89 degrees isn't fun for me.
Anyway, third house, Capricorn, and I've been stuck. Trapped. I was talking to a Sadge friend from elsewhere earlier. She's feeling the same way.
I've been trying to avoid disagreements, but landed in a few big ones, still don't know how, but it wasn't just me - the whole internet has been intense. I'm seeing it everywhere. I don't know what degree anything is at, I just know that I was handling it fine the week before last. This past week was so-so, and today, nope. Just NOPE. I can't even handle my cat rubbing against me right now. I need to try to take a nap, but I also need to walk. Back in the Spring, I had planned to just plant myself outside, but that hasn't worked out. Two weeks ago, I bought an exercise top. maybe three weeks ago. Haven't used it yet. I took the self-punishing post personally, even though I don't know who it was about. Because I've had assumptions made about me this Summer, a couple of times, but mostly because that's what I've grown used to at home, but not enough for it not to sting when it happens. My dad told me that I need to stop punishing myself, and I pointed out that a lot of the time, I'm not, it's people punishing me for whatever reason, which is the truth. I dealt with outright abuse at home for all those years, then my dad gaslighting me this winter, as his brother and sister kept up the attacks. my brain is just about gone. That's what it feels like.
I haven't been to volunteer at the shelter, because of my own dog. I can't afford the therapy for him, and told dad we should adopt him to someone who can pay for it, if something can be done. I was serious. I'm crying all over again, but I want what's best for him. I don't know if anyone would take him, though and that makes me angry. He's the best, and none of this is his fault. It's nobody's fault, and he doesn't deserve it.
If this summer is a taste of what Uranus in my 7th will be like, then.. it's conjunct my descendant.
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Post by anela on Aug 4, 2018 10:49:03 GMT
Super, that means it will be hitting all of my outer planets and Venus/Mars, and sitting with the other jerks in my 6th house. The good news is that after three years of terrible eating habits in our household, we're getting rid of processed foods, trying to start a garden again, and focusing more on being outside. I've been juicing celery to drink, with some lemon. I bought a smoothie last weekend, instead of food, when I needed a little something, and had to go around another store. I've been keeping to myself more, as I mentioned, and reading again, also watching something new (Castle Rock) and something older (Murphy Brown). I wanted to be outside all the time, but I haven't been getting up early enough - I haven't been able to get my clock around the right way, since I got sick in May. I haven't been able to go to Amish country, in an attempt to reset it, because of my dog needing someone here. I've been wishing dad would get a short day, so that I could go with him. I need to get out of here. I have a few tomatoes growing outside, but nothing else. Not even close to what I wanted. I've been considering shutting everything down for a while, so if I disappear on FB and instagram, that's why. I have a sadge friend who made huge changes in her life back in May, and she's only opened up instagram again. FB is staying shut, she said. She had a lot of people either delete her, or tell her she shouldn't talk about things like PTSD on social media, which is crap. When I joined FB, I thought it was for people who knew each other, to keep up, to talk about things. People used to talk in the comments on things I posted, and I loved it. That rarely happens now, not anywhere. People really don't seem to understand how isolated I am. I can't relax out in the garden, because this house is too quiet now. An online friend said that her house is almost empty, with her younger daughter getting close to leaving the nest, and there's a sadness now (she works at home). This house used to be hopping. I miss my sister, but I don't want to be around her if she's going to hurt me again. Last year, I still had a sister, and my dad hadn't done what he did over the winter. I was walking my dog, we were all getting out. Now I sit in the van with Ell, as dad walks our other dog. The woods have been closed off, as they're up for sale, so I can't walk up there, or take my books up there to sit for a while, the way I used to. Dad is gone too much, and he can't help it (usually). I'm not always sure about astrology anymore, or anything spiritual that I've learned about. Like past lives, depending on my mood I'm either interested in reading about regressions, or thinking that it's sadistic/masochistic, and the universe sucks. But I definitely feel the freedom-loving stuff in my chart. If I am trapped, I shut down, or fight. |
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Post by anela on Aug 4, 2018 10:54:16 GMT
Oh, and I meant to add that I've been checking out local juice/smoothie places, something I've planned to do before, but ended up doing something else (iced latte, anyone?). So I checked out one place last weekend, and will try another one today, if I get out of the house. I'm juicing celery several times a week, and drinking that. Cappy in the third should be good for mental discipline, but I don't have it. I'm trying.
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