Post by lumina on Jun 15, 2021 9:20:22 GMT
Just been thinking of that, because frankly I am not in a good mood, but at the same time almost like in some weird waiting mode. Not really waiting, but just the feeling, you know? Something`s coming or so.
Well basically I am swamped with work, and it`s really stressful, even more so than in other years, and I am battling with growing increasingly impatient with people. Well it is this time of year when Tr Sun is nearing my Nessus, and I swear I can feel that, so if I am getting mean over the next few days, that might be described by this. Obviously I know that it probably has to do with personal dissatisfaction or something, it`s not even a really horrible time, it`s just, meh, why can`t the world do as I want it to? LOL (knowing that this is really unreasonable to expect. ) But really just being a tiny bit in that slightly annoyed mood.
So let`s see what transits await me:
Tr Sun (24 Gem/ 7th house) opposing my Sun-MErcury (25 Sag) (and after that ocnjunct my Nessus on 28 Gemini)
Tr Moon (20 Leo / 8th house) opposing my Moon (17 Aqua) and trine my Chiron (20 Aries)
Tr Mercury (18 Gem/ 7th house) trine my Moon (17 Aqua - well at least I can verbalize it. lol), heading back into my Karma on 17 Gem
Tr Venus (15 Cancer/ 8th house) conjunct my Saturn (16 Cancer) and trine my Juno (16 Pisces), also heading into my pr DESC on 18 Cancer, but for now I left the progressions aside
Tr Mars (2 Leo / 8th house) square my Uranus (1 Scorpio) (and pr Uranus on 2 Scorpio exact, maybe I SHOULD have a look at the progressed placements as well)
Tr Jupiter (2 Pisces / 3rd house) trine my Uranus (and heading into my pr Venus-Lilith-conjunction on 3-4 PIsces, but I think it won`t reach it this year)
Tr Saturn (13 Aqua /2 nd house) - well actually exact on my pr Sun on 13 Aqua
Tr Uranus (13 Taurus (5th house) - oh there was an exact Saturn-Uranus-square? Why did noone tell me? LOL I guess it makes sense
Tr Neptune (23 Pisces / 3rd house) - not yet exact, but actually I remember I dreamed of Tr Neptune on 25 Pisces last night. lol Not looking forward to it, as it will be squaring my Sun-Mercury, however in that dream it seemed to have a positive effect, at least moodwise)
Tr Pluto (26 Cap/ 2nd house) - erm, nothing to write home about, it is however conjunct my Moon/Venus-mp and Draconic Pluto-MC (28-24 Cap)
Tr Node (10 Gemini /7th house) - still keeping the tight lock on the conjunction to my natal SN on 10 Gemini - this is a surprisingly extended transit, still squaring Jupiter on 11 PIsces and once it stars moving again, it will eventually conjunct my DESC on 7 Gemini
Tr Priapus (9 Sag/ 1st house) - oh interesting, did not know that, but this is of course a meaningful position in my chart. my natal Neptune-NN on 9-10 Sag, plus it must have been conjunct my ASC on 7 Sag recently. Well I am very much about ME ME ME, at the moment. I wonder if that accounts for that narcisstic, selfcentred and a little foul-mooded and unfair attitude? I know I tend to simply expect too much of people at the current time, and if they do not deliver (and no, I am NOT meaning anyone on the forum here, you are all "safe" from my feelings of dissatisfaction ) I tend to get a little selfrightheous, selfpitying, surprisingly needy and clingy (against better judgement and will and have to forcefully force myself to keep a distance instead of trying to force reactions - whcih only makes me feel even grumpier - but that is being grumpy and dissatisfied with my own behaviour)
Anyway sorry, this was meant to be an astro thread, not a ranting about my own defections thread. lol But well eventually Tr Priapus will move away, so I will get more air to breathe again?
BTW I still think it was such a dumb move to call that object Priapus. It is the Moon`s perigee, not some ridiculous garden god reduced to being slave to his everlasting boner (may I say it here? No, probably not but how do I express it to make it clear without being too direct?)
(though there is a point towards the entrapment-scenario with the perigee as well, but it is a little different than in the stupid myth). (hmm I sound more like LIlith at the moment. lol But then again I think Tr DESC as well as my Lunar Return DESC might be conjunct my natal Lilith - she gets a little bitchy, if she realize she has been "trapped by her own wants" - and my Lilith is in Aqua in 3rd house, it sometimes acts up, and if it does, it revolves around attachment vs detachment issues and it comes out verbally.
On the other hand often enough I´ve had the most effective arguments during Lilith-activation. So who is wanting to argue with me? The queen of dissatisfaction needs a little drama. LOL No I am kidding, you know I am! (a bit - but I DO need some verbal sparring at times and things are too, I don`t know, boring at the moment, while at the same time I feel like I am just working all the time, well except when I make an astro thread a personal rant. )
Well basically I am swamped with work, and it`s really stressful, even more so than in other years, and I am battling with growing increasingly impatient with people. Well it is this time of year when Tr Sun is nearing my Nessus, and I swear I can feel that, so if I am getting mean over the next few days, that might be described by this. Obviously I know that it probably has to do with personal dissatisfaction or something, it`s not even a really horrible time, it`s just, meh, why can`t the world do as I want it to? LOL (knowing that this is really unreasonable to expect. ) But really just being a tiny bit in that slightly annoyed mood.
So let`s see what transits await me:
Tr Sun (24 Gem/ 7th house) opposing my Sun-MErcury (25 Sag) (and after that ocnjunct my Nessus on 28 Gemini)
Tr Moon (20 Leo / 8th house) opposing my Moon (17 Aqua) and trine my Chiron (20 Aries)
Tr Mercury (18 Gem/ 7th house) trine my Moon (17 Aqua - well at least I can verbalize it. lol), heading back into my Karma on 17 Gem
Tr Venus (15 Cancer/ 8th house) conjunct my Saturn (16 Cancer) and trine my Juno (16 Pisces), also heading into my pr DESC on 18 Cancer, but for now I left the progressions aside
Tr Mars (2 Leo / 8th house) square my Uranus (1 Scorpio) (and pr Uranus on 2 Scorpio exact, maybe I SHOULD have a look at the progressed placements as well)
Tr Jupiter (2 Pisces / 3rd house) trine my Uranus (and heading into my pr Venus-Lilith-conjunction on 3-4 PIsces, but I think it won`t reach it this year)
Tr Saturn (13 Aqua /2 nd house) - well actually exact on my pr Sun on 13 Aqua
Tr Uranus (13 Taurus (5th house) - oh there was an exact Saturn-Uranus-square? Why did noone tell me? LOL I guess it makes sense
Tr Neptune (23 Pisces / 3rd house) - not yet exact, but actually I remember I dreamed of Tr Neptune on 25 Pisces last night. lol Not looking forward to it, as it will be squaring my Sun-Mercury, however in that dream it seemed to have a positive effect, at least moodwise)
Tr Pluto (26 Cap/ 2nd house) - erm, nothing to write home about, it is however conjunct my Moon/Venus-mp and Draconic Pluto-MC (28-24 Cap)
Tr Node (10 Gemini /7th house) - still keeping the tight lock on the conjunction to my natal SN on 10 Gemini - this is a surprisingly extended transit, still squaring Jupiter on 11 PIsces and once it stars moving again, it will eventually conjunct my DESC on 7 Gemini
Tr Priapus (9 Sag/ 1st house) - oh interesting, did not know that, but this is of course a meaningful position in my chart. my natal Neptune-NN on 9-10 Sag, plus it must have been conjunct my ASC on 7 Sag recently. Well I am very much about ME ME ME, at the moment. I wonder if that accounts for that narcisstic, selfcentred and a little foul-mooded and unfair attitude? I know I tend to simply expect too much of people at the current time, and if they do not deliver (and no, I am NOT meaning anyone on the forum here, you are all "safe" from my feelings of dissatisfaction ) I tend to get a little selfrightheous, selfpitying, surprisingly needy and clingy (against better judgement and will and have to forcefully force myself to keep a distance instead of trying to force reactions - whcih only makes me feel even grumpier - but that is being grumpy and dissatisfied with my own behaviour)
Anyway sorry, this was meant to be an astro thread, not a ranting about my own defections thread. lol But well eventually Tr Priapus will move away, so I will get more air to breathe again?
BTW I still think it was such a dumb move to call that object Priapus. It is the Moon`s perigee, not some ridiculous garden god reduced to being slave to his everlasting boner (may I say it here? No, probably not but how do I express it to make it clear without being too direct?)
(though there is a point towards the entrapment-scenario with the perigee as well, but it is a little different than in the stupid myth). (hmm I sound more like LIlith at the moment. lol But then again I think Tr DESC as well as my Lunar Return DESC might be conjunct my natal Lilith - she gets a little bitchy, if she realize she has been "trapped by her own wants" - and my Lilith is in Aqua in 3rd house, it sometimes acts up, and if it does, it revolves around attachment vs detachment issues and it comes out verbally.
On the other hand often enough I´ve had the most effective arguments during Lilith-activation. So who is wanting to argue with me? The queen of dissatisfaction needs a little drama. LOL No I am kidding, you know I am! (a bit - but I DO need some verbal sparring at times and things are too, I don`t know, boring at the moment, while at the same time I feel like I am just working all the time, well except when I make an astro thread a personal rant. )