First social event tomorrow

[lumina]

First time I am going to be at a performance tomorrow. What seemed so normal last year, now feels extraordinary and almost scary.

Keepi g it simple. Just transits.

[Ava]

Real life?! Strange. 

Well hopefully the event is long enough that tr ASC hits your natal ASC-Mars-Neptune and tr Venus and keeps moving to tr SN on your sun.

Maybe show up early to catch tr ASC on your natal Uranus. 

Tr Mercury conjunct your Saturn, heavy words? Well the event begins with all the Cap stuff in the 3H, maybe signifying the preliminaries, addressing the crisis culture, telling people they have to leave if they start coughing. But the IC is on your moon so hopefully you will be comfortable with whatever's going on.

Let us know how it goes?

Also, should this be in Personal Readings?

[lumina]

Ava

not a long event, but I was spending quite some time before and after with aquaintances who picked me up at the station and gave me a ride to the location, and afterwards we were having a "stand together" at the car trunk, indulging in some slightly alcoholic beverage. I only had one, but could feel it go to my head instantly, well I hadn`t have time to eat before, and breakfast had been a long time ago. lol We were then chatting with some other aquaintances who were coming early for the later performance, and afterwards, drove to a drive inn where we had a very classy meal, eating it in front of some industrial building outside the car. LOL Loved it, to be honest. So simple and without a lot ado, reminding me of my university days. Needless to say I loved that.

Oh noone told people to leave, even though some, including myself, coughed a little, but that was the typical nervous "theatre cough" and so far I only heard it once (and did it only once myself), it was pretty cool, and with all the restrictions going on the theatre did its best (to be honest if I am worried, then more because of the public transportation to get there, the theatre staff had been doing precautions faultlessly); they had created a pretty cool program, also lucky them, they had a married couple in their ensemble, so these two could be relatively close on stage, and everyone else was keeping the needed distance, but somehow they still made it work, with some creative modifications. The special guest was just singing 2 songs, but the program was such a colourful mix of broadway numbers, more modern classic musical numbers (the musical "Mozart" is REALLY haunting me! lol) and comedy improvisation, which was really cool.

It was a short program, too, just a bit more than one hour, so there was no break (which was possibly part of the "hygienic concept" to not have people mingle, well they could have just been outside, but before they could not know that we would have the sunniest weather. Definitely a good return (just wiggling a little around the more personal sentiments, but those do not have to do with the program itself, which had been caringly planned and performed and with a lot of ease and carefreeness, still with the difficult condition in mind).

Well about the astro: let`s see:

Tr ASC was in Scorpio for the time of the event (including being conjunct my SR ASC partile during it).

It was probably conjunct my Mars-ASC in Sag around the time we had our classy french fries dinner outside, using the car as table. LOL I think that is definitely Sag-style.


Yes, we were already there when Tr ASC was on my natal Uranus, it must have been while we were waiting and then taking a little stroll; nothing too remarkable happening, but we met aquaintances of my aquaintances, and well I refused a handshake. I mean they understood, of course with the restrictions going on, I still was explaining that I didn`t want to put my parents at risk, even though this is an awkward situation. But they accepted that, even though I felt sorry to be so avoidant, but well I had a reason. They were a nice couple though, very easy to chat with and be around. (my natal Uranus is on my 11th house cusp, and well I guess I am always the odd one in these group situations. lol)


Tr Mercury is actually separating a bit from my n Saturn, possibly already picking up my pr Saturn. Kind of fits though with the progressed composite having to come to term and find a way to manage the progressed Mercury-Saturn-opposition (it is by 45 applying at the moment, progressed to progressed. it will peak in august next year. So I guess there won`t be too much funny and carefree remarks fflying. No clue how to interprete it. The only other aspect in the pr chart it makes, is a trine/ sextile to the nodal axis)

As for the other stuff, yes I was comfortable with all of that, remarkably so, I was also comfortable in general, though in a changed way. Definitely shifted my priorities or my own attitude/ behaviour, which has gone into a direction, that I feel is not really who I really am. (for the last year(s) ). But somehow this felt more like myself, more centred, and therefore able to be more attentive as well. So that is a good thing. I think so at least, even though I might have come across as more withdrawn, but curiously while I was that, I felt even more receptive to everything. And that just felt more natural.

[lumina]

and yeah, probably this should go into personal readings. No clue if I can transfer it or how, though.

[Ava]

Jun 21, 2020 9:55:59 GMT lumina said:

 Definitely shifted my priorities or my own attitude/ behaviour, which has gone into a direction, that I feel is not really who I really am. (for the last year(s) ). But somehow this felt more like myself, more centred, and therefore able to be more attentive as well. So that is a good thing.

So...do you think tr SN on your sun was a factor?

I don't know why I'm not surprised there's no apparent romantic-type excitement detailed here. Maybe it's just tr Mercury near your Saturn. 

[lumina]

I don`t know. I think the whole last months, and possibly esp. Venus retro was a factor to be honest.

Romantic-type excitement wouldn´t really capture the essence of my subjective experience of basically nothing.  Just trying to process how "nothing" can actually feel like "everything", just very subjectively speaking very aware of the lack of realism in this "feeling", and waiting for that internal sense to dissipate, which it somehow still hasn´t. So I dissociate. Isn`t that what Aqua Moons are supposed to do? 

Another thing is; even for me there are some things that I cannot share in a public place like this. Curiously these are very different things than where others would draw the line. It all sounds like something big happened, which in fact, it didn`t. But that`s just the thing, right? How can sometimes an actual event/ happening feel so random and meaningless, and at other times "basically nothing" can leave a tremendous impact? 

SR ASC in Scorpio is quite something to navigate. LOL 

[lumina]

just checked the last 20- 25 years or so, I`v enever had a Scorpio ASC in SR before, except for the year 2016, when SR ASC was on 24 Scorpio (