What am I supposed to learn from this?

[geminiblues]

So, it's here. It's finally here. It's my north node return conjunct my natal north note and Venus with my progressed Venus making it back to join them all. From this point forward, my Venus enters new territory.

I was born with NN conjunct Venus Rx at 2° and change Cancer, about 1 degree into the 9tj house. For over a half century, it retrograded into the 8th and Gemini, making it to my vertex, then returning. I half century of work, cumulating in... A stay at home order in the middle of a once in a century pandemic?

I want my money back!

[12YearsABlob]

That this whole time, the love you've been looking for, has been.............within?

^If this were a movie. Jk..

[Ava]

^ LOL

Or maybe it's darkest before the dawn. (Hope so.)

Since it's Cancer, where is your progressed moon geminiblues?

[geminiblues]

27° Leo. Natal moon at 13° Leo. Sun and moon both recently progressed past the natal moon.

Venus is still 20 minutes shy of the mark. Maybe I come out of this like a butterfly?

[Ava]

Oh that's cool you are also just past a progressed new moon. And now pr Venus and pr moon will be in new signs and sextile.

"Maybe I come out of this like a butterfly?"

I was checking the 2020 ephemeris today, taking notes, and noticed that Mars will be conjunct Neptune on your birthday, plus the moon will be there...with solar return moon-Mars-Neptune in Pisces, why not?

[geminiblues]

Moon Mars Neptune conjunct in Pisces? And pretty close to my natal Chiron I'd bet... It's too late for me to.wrap my head around that one... 😄