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Post by FruityLlama on Mar 1, 2019 13:05:11 GMT
AvaThat sounds like a very versatile bookshelf!! I have major themes too, similar to the ones you mentioned in terms of books, but I also have lots of hobbies which I think is reflected through the chart. Having a 5th H pluto makes me want to master them all intensely though that might not be so practical! Oh yes he does! Yes we are like 3 weeks apart in age or something like that. I read it makes the person scatterbrained and in one article, self-centred which might be true in my case, bu I don't understand the logistics behind having a splash chart and being self-centred really..?
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Post by Ava on Mar 1, 2019 15:56:19 GMT
Hi FruityLlama, I don't see you as self-centered. But I am, sort of. In my case, I think what's going on is, I am always trying to integrate everything. I have practice with this because I have to do it all the time. I need to "pull myself together" and be cohesive. And then I pull other things in towards me, as well. Anyone I meet, chances are that I have a natal planet conjunct one of theirs. And then it's almost like I'm trying to integrate that with "the world at large," the nearly-complete zodiac inside of me. This connects to that and that, through me. Almost like I'm an old-school telephone operator. So maybe it's like an underlying message in many of my communications is, "By the way, have you noticed how everything is connected? It's all One." And then maybe I can feel kinda pushy about that. "You SEE....it's all ONE....." And just speaking for myself, it's easy for me to hit the wrong note or sound pedantic and like I know more than I actually do, which...in my case....can grate on people's nerves, especially my own. I might sound self-centered because in trying to relate, empathize, integrate, I miscommunicate. When someone's talking about themselves and then I bring my own experiences to the table to match, I don't mean to steal thunder or re-direct the spotlight, what I'm meaning to say is, "Your problem is actually universal in some way, you're not alone, so don't feel so bad about it".... Yeah I guess I "universalize," and feel very sincerely about it, given the diverse assortment of planetary energies I'm working with. But it's hard to put across that I'm not saying this on behalf of "me & my ego" but I'm speaking from a place of "me and what I've learned about random stuff from all around the world and wherever I could collect it." So I seem self-centered but FEEL like I'm being earth-centered. Like everything is about everyone. And honestly, that approach has its pros and cons. Please don't quote, it's hard for me to freewheel through these conundrums...like "Yeah WHY AM I self-centered, hmmm..." It's all abstract which means it's a lot of guessing and estimating.
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