1) Jupiter rules my Nakshatra, which begins at 20° Kumba (Aquarius). 2) Using astro.com and the Hindu/Lahiri horoscope, my moon is at 24.40° Kumba. 3) The Nakshatra is 13.20° long, and Jupiter Dasha lasts 16 years, so each degree represents a little more than one year. 4) I'm about 5° into my Nakshatra, so lets just say this dasha ended when I was about six years old.
Edit - I can do math, honest. Just not enough coffee yet!
Ernst Wilhelm's site calculates the chart with tropical signs and lists dashas. Super helpful.
Jupiter dasha began 9/17/66 Saturn dasha began 9/17/82 (When I was 6) Mercury dasha began 9/16/01 (I was 25) Ketu dasha began 9/17/18 Venus dasha will begin 9/16/25 Sun dasha begins when I'm 69 Moon dasha begins when I'm 75 Mars dasha begins when I'm 85 Rahu begins when I'm 92
- Letting go of the material world and embracing the spiritual world - Ketu is a very spiritual "planet" - People lose wealth in this dasha, major financial disharmony - The more you run to material gains, the more will be taken away - Mercury dasha: save money, to be prepared for this 7 year period of loss (let go, embrace the divine). - Always better to go through Ketu dasha when you're young, because it teaches you to be humble. It transforms you into someone who will become a spiritual person. If you die in this dasha, it's considered a sign you lived a good life (?) - Ketu in your natal house: be very careful about the affairs of that house. Ex, natal Ketu in 7H, put effort into your marriage in this dasha. Stay humble. Don't ask for raises unless you are super sure it's a good idea. Careful with investments, don't buy a property in your name at this time. Wait for Venus dasha. - Ketu will bring you situations that make you realize life is not about accumulating wealth. You go through so many hurdles that you are forced to look for God and spirituality.
- Lasts 20 years - Usually starts out good and ends bad - Venus represents a luxurious life; finding happy relationship balance with people - Venus in the 11th in particular Nakshatras gives a lot of gains - Opportunities to gain through relationships including love, esp for men, drawing female energy towards them - Rahu is obsession but Venus is passion/happiness....your happiness will come to life...according to house/Nakshatra/etc - If your Venus is badly placed, don't have high expectations, have realistic expectations. You might have rapid gains/losses (financial, relationships). Cheating might be an issue. Consider everything a lesson, master your planet and then nothing will bother you. - Recognize what the planet is doing and what it's bringing you. Have a realistic expectation and you will be careful, so a bad dasha will become neutral.
KRS said houses 6, 8, and 12 are the Dashanta houses (bad houses, misery-giving houses)....the moon is damaged there, so when Saturn comes around they suffer more. "You will make the worst decisions....lose some family members..."
KRS said that within one month of his Sade Sati period his father died. He also met some of the worst people and got into car accidents:
My Sade Sati began two months after my mother died (I have an 8H moon). My entire dating life took place during this period, apart from my first date with my husband (Saturn @ 0.09 Taurus, Rx). It encompassed most of my high school years and four years of college.
Anyway, using tropical...Saturn entered Aqua (sign before my moon) in late March and then went Rx in May. Turns direct at the end of Sept (@ 25 Cap) and my next Sadi Sati begins on your birthday in December this year.
Well in my sidereal chart Moon is in Capricorn, ASC is in Scorpio, Mars in Scorpio as well, and he said to use the 10th house for Anuradha Lagna if Mars is in the ASC, so that would be Leo (sidereally speaking). So from there Moon is in my 6th house, so I guess I might not survive these 2,5 years. Honestly vedic astrology makes me aggressive, frustrated, stressed and depressed all at once, something just really doesn`t resonate with me, or in a wrong way. I mean for the last 20 years, I`ve been doing Vedic, I mean had phases of getting into it, and really learning it, and then I move away from it, and when having another look, having to relearn it all again, I suppose it is not for me. lol
hmm my first sade sati peak phase, coincided with a most blissfully and happy and very creative, spiritual time. though you could say also very "fantastical" (but then again my solar arc Neptune was conjunct my natal Sun and Mercury, too)
the second peak phase, royally sucked. not all of it however, very intense creative spiritual connections (that didn`t make sense back then to me, but do now), a lot of creative writing happening in this phase, but so did a lot of crying, too. lol a lot of feeling of being betrayed, in some respects. however also possibly the most intense phase in terms of almost dating. lol definitely out of my comfort zone occasionally, friendships proved difficult, oh just remember I was spending a lot of time of listening to our school`s piano player (I had some kind of crush on) rehearse (he didn´t mind me being there and listening though. HOw weird! I saw him on a concert or two, too, though I tried to stay invisible, which did not quite succeed, as he was coming up to me the day after, first of all expressing joy of me having been there and then basically wondering why I wasn`t staying to say Hello. we were also sort of pushed together, as my music teacher forced me to participate in the chorus of a musical show our school was performing, everyone had to do something, being in the orchestra, in the choir, or technical crew. I wasn`t good enough at the piano myself, no technical skills, so only the choir remained, but I was refusing to sing alone, as my teacher wanted now and then to check the vocal range, but I said I would simply switch courses and pick literature instead of music. lol for some reason he let me be. Anyway the piano player was, well playing piano. it was an intense time for me, but not easy, him and me had different paths, certainly. Anyway when he filled in a year after his graduation, still in my Sade Sati, for another musical project, I left. I couldn`t see it through another year, he just got too much under my skin, and I didn`t want this in my graduation year. So I left the choir, also because I did not need to be ther eanymore, and besides we were doing "cArmina burana", and had come to the point where the fried swan is singing, and this was so silly, I couldn´t really stand for it. lol curiously recently some of the songs we rehearsed back then came back to my mind, don`t know why. but I was a little baffled that I still know the words apparently. lol And that we NEVER reall got that first chord on the "O" of "O Fortuna" and then the transition to the very soft but haunted melody following right. It is a rather dissonant chord, I suppose that is why.
Anyway yes, that was at least to a part, sade sati for me in recent years. Actually the piano player I have been talking to recently, is pretty much a very similiar type to the one I knew in school. Maybe that is why. lol (though the one in school was an 8th april Aries, yes, I still remember that. lol, of course he was! there is something about that date, and not the least that it puts tropical Sun on my Draco one)
the third one I do not quite remember, it was just half a year, maybe it was actually when I decided to quit the choir, or maybe it was when I was writing the postcard to that guy, well I had written some sort of libretto, and was asking about his input I think, or I don´t know exactly. However he rejected me politely and wishing me a nice life. (I had not asked him to marry me! lol) I do not have his letter anymore, but I remember that he wrote something like: "We are both music. But I am classical music, and you are jazz." Whatever that means. LOL (well we were both 19 or 20, so who knows what anyone in that age means. lol)
I made it through most of that video. Kapiel says he's a Libra (?!)...if he's not a tropical Scorpio, I'm surprised.
Anuradha Lagna....maybe I'll be up for all that complexity eventually. For now I'm thinking, "Why should I care how people see me? My imaginary ASC..who cares?" I don't even know how to regard myself as I move from tropical to Vedic, from Leo ASC to Cancer.
Sounds fun, your crush on the pianist, except that you actually had to run away. Maybe if it weren't such a bad time you could have weathered the storm better. My Sade Sati years were also memorable but I guess it's that way for everyone in that age group. Still for something so difficult and bad I had so much fun.
"Kapiel says he's a Libra (?!)..." He did? Did not really hear that, but was maybe distracted. lol Chances are he is a tropical Scorpio then, unless he is an early sidereal Libra. (my Sun sign doesn`t change, cause I was born so late in the sign)
" I don't even know how to regard myself as I move from tropical to Vedic, from Leo ASC to Cancer. " Exactly. I also think us western astrologers most of the times possibly doing it wrong, just transferring our knowledge of the tropical zodiac onto the sidereal one. A sidereal Cancer might be different (in interpretation) than a tropical one. and there is a pretty firm set of astrological rules in Vedic astrology, and possibly by ignoring those and just putting the tropical/ Western perspective on it, will lead to wrong conclusions. Or not. Or maybe it is possible, I just don`t know, so I am a little hesitant about that branch of astrology.
"Sounds fun, your crush on the pianist, except that you actually had to run away. Maybe if it weren't such a bad time you could have weathered the storm better. "
Haha, who knows? Actually I was curious enough to look him up online yesterday. Just one mentioning (and yes it is him, as I recognized the picture), seems he has become a teacher at the university nearby my brother has been studying at. LOL Funny world. Seems he went the economic site though and left music aside. Not sure, I did not dig THAT deep. just curious interest. lol Also had a glance at his horoscope again, and was surprised to find his NN is at 21 Sag, the NN of the Sag-pianist is at 21 Sag, too, and well both are exact on my prenatal solar eclipse on 21 Sag. Hu? Universe wanting to tell me something? lol
I actually do remember when I first met or took notice of the Aries-pianist (he was of course present at my school for many years before, but I did not take notice), 11th september 1991. Yeah it has been THAT long ago! I remember that day very vividly though, even before going to that first choir meeting at school. I had been writing on a (never finished) story (mostly a sappy teenage angst story, about a girl, without a home really, just wandering around through the world with her guitar, stopping here and there whereever the wind of change led her, being rather alone and yes, lonely, but also independent - I wonder who THAT was about? lol - but unlike me, she didn´t have roots, belonging nowwhere and anywhere. She eventually meets a guy, a physicist/ economist/ scientist - the memory is hazy, just that he was more grounded and scientific, curiously, I did not even LIKE that type of person, it is odd I would cast such a person as the main love interest in any story, but back then I did. He insisted on that. my inner writer sometimes does that, insisting on things that do not make any sense to me. well my inner writer, which is surprisingly male now that i think of it. lol, has been silent for pretty long. He doesn`t get along with my inner astrologer I think. they cannot coexist at the same time it seems. Anyway, that girl and that guy of course fall in love, they spend a couple of beautiful weeks with each other, but then they meet a couple of his colleagues I guess, and he cannot really be honest about being with her. She realizes they are living in very different worlds, and so one night she sneaks out of the house and leaves. I think he notices and catches up with her and there is a final (?) talk, but I do not know how it ends. Probably she leaves anyway. A vagabond and a scientist, how should that ever work out? right? Well I never finished the story though, and it is just too, meh, anyway. lol I just remember the idea of it.), anyway I also remember that the "date looked funny" (I sometimes have that with dates). And I also remember that when I was getting on the streetcar to my school, there was a beautiful beautiful late summer/ early autumn sunset (the streetcar was seemingly heading directly into it). And then there was the meeting for the musical-to-be (a modern adaption of "Hänsel und Gretel" by the brothers Grimm), and afterward I managed to get into the bus into the wrong direction, ending up somewhere I had never been before in that city, which was the neighbouring city to my hometown, i mean I basically grew up there, I grew up taking the bus, yet I managed to "get lost". Funny enough I actually ended up at the stop where I would "quit" 2 years later. lol and funny enough now that I think of it that must have been the time that P mentioned having had his first girlfriend (coincidentally right in that city, we didn`t cross paths back then though, I think at least?).
It is weird how some days, even though they are pretty random, just get a special place in the memorybank.
But anyway, so I was curious and looked that one up, and that day had Tr Venus on 21 Leo, stationary, just 2 days before turning direct (obviously trine my prenatal solar eclipse and also opposing my Draco Uranus exact); but what REALLY blew my mind just now was this:
Tr true NN 16°51 Cancer, conjunct my natal Saturn by 5 minutes!
Tr Saturn 00°38 Aquarius, retro
This is.... interesting. lol
(and btw when I first took note of the Sag-pianist Tr NN was at 17°37 Cancer, still within one degree conjP unct, and actually applying there). Curious and we know where transiting Saturn is right now. It seems to tell me personally something, cause even though the Sag-pianist and me did shortly cross paths last year, it was just in spring this year that there was some form of communication formed. Of course that is just casual and it is mostly because of P`s collaboration with him, at least that is how it started, though it is not realy requiring P`s presence to take place, communication I mean. lol P is at the moment mostly reacting defensively anyway, either really randomly or whenever someone pinches him with criticism and he gets defensive. Well it is not surprising with his Saturn squaring his Sun exact and his MOon as well, but I don´t remember him having been THAT reactive and THAT openly defensive in years before, that is really a more recent change. Maybe he feels like he has to defend himself in some ways, don´t know).
It is sort of interesting though, but 1992, was a difficult year. there was that musical production, which was the good part, even though soooooo far out of my comfort zone there. lol But there was also my maternal grandfather getting terminally sick, and moving in here, temporarily, for his chemotherapy. Well noone really expected him to survive this, but he did. which was a miracle, but a hard won one, and a temporary one, the sickness weakened him very much, and he had a stroke 6 years later and died in april 1999, after the stroke he was moving in with us (as his left side was paralyzed, and he had to be in a wheelchair); we had been working on the house in 1992, to make it bigger, and adding an appartment to it (where my grandfather would move into eventually, and after him my grandmother temporarily, and after some more renovation of it, actually it has become my appartment now, with some changes of course. Basically I sleep at the place where my grandfather had died. No wonder I have become weird. lol No problem though, it has been empty for a long time after that, and in fact I had back then spending a lot of time just sitting in this room, apparently keeping the bird company, but actually saying goodbye, for a few weeks, just spending time there, almost like a wake or something (even though we do not have something like that). and actually before I moved in there, my paternal grandmother had been living there as well. But anyway that was more the morbid or bizarre family history, but yes, very tough year, in terms of worrying for a sick person. (actually we have been very worried about my mom this year, too, luckily not because of Cancer, but because her having to undergo surgery for her knee, as she could hardly walk anymore, it still is difficult, though better, but now her shoulders and arm make a lot of trouble. She is holding herself well, and it IS better than before, but it still sucks, honestly speaking).
So that made the year VERY tough, there were great things happening too, also some spiritual "insights" that come out of nowwhere and proved to be true. first encounters with a certain musical that then would prove to come in and out of my life at some important junctures over the next years, weirdly enough. The crush on the pianist didn`t hinder me to have another unfortunate crush on another guy, well the other guy was there before, and I also remember one day in august 1992, where this other crush and a friend of his and mine were asking me to spend the afternoon with them, because we coincidentally crossed paths and even though I had no clue why, I said "No", which was a definite decision, it seems as I didn`t see them again after that somehow. they were just out of my life after that, I wasn`t aware of that before though, but well that`s how it was. That night I actualy happened to stumble across this musical show I just mentioned on TV while babysitting, it is curious that this actually came up again in my chat with P 2 years ago (just as a memory, because he mentioned, or I mentioned, the main performer, I had forgotten that P actually had been working with him, and I did not mean to dwell on that guy, but got a bit of inside information of the work process of some known musical actors, that I am sure I should be rather quiet about to the fan circus. LOL)
Hmm what else, well the year before it was that I was beaten up by a group of youths I think. Yes that was the summer of 91, not 92. Not a nice memory, and those years from 90-93 definitely playing a role in developing a very defensive stance towards larger groups of people, maybe even before that.
Still 1992 had so many, so different but equally intense things happening, that in december I was having a real break down, I mean seriously, with passing out (and feeling like I was on the verge of dying, and actually I remember it almost like being given the choice to "get out" at that point, ike I could actually sense my maternal grandmother, I never got to meet but obviously we are looking very similiar, and mostly the reason why I chose to "stay" was that I "couldn´t do that to my mother, losing her daughter so early, too". I am sure I was hallucinating, but I remember I spent the night down on the sofa (I couldn´t stay up in my room, as there was too much "fog" hanging under the ceiling, and I was half the time on the verge of leaving my body anyway, at least that is how it felt like, I never should have watched Twin Peaks during those times, the nightmares were exquisite. Just that some of them weren`t exactly dreams.)
Anyway I spent that night on the sofa in the livingroom, crying and shaking, and the next morning I was burning the diaries of the last 4 years and some other stuff, including some books. (secretly of course, my mother does not like it if there is harm done to books, but I needed to get rid of them, and I needed to get rid of them with fire, just throwing them away, would not have felt sufficient).
Well I guess I was in a depression and on the brink of developing a real psychological disorder, due to some real pressure, because I couldn´t bring the external and my inner world into harmony somehow. and things would just get a life of their own. Some externally, some internally.
Honestly, I really do not want a repetition of that. Even though parts of this year still was amazing. lol
I was having a lot of fun, too. Those were just events during that times, but they were, ugh, at least partly the reason that
a) I don`t trust people, especially not in groups (but this has been the case even when I was younger, I am not doing well with groups, people seem to expect me to be a follower and when they figure out that I am not really, that I am merely not interested in taking the lead because I don´t care, they seem to start perceiving me as a risk. or just too weird. lol)
b) I have to stay away from David Lynch. lol
c) I need to have my feet on the ground. Firmly. (or I might simply float away - that is actually something that changed when meeting P, which was the point I started to feel "anchored in the Here and Now", and hopefully I can do that on my own now).
But yeah not so fond memories of Tr Saturn conjunct my Moon (curiously with Tr Saturn opposing my Moon, I first crossed paths knowingly with P, it was an important year too, with its challenges, and also at times downright a little depressing, but more so because of the amount of inner work I was doing, so not really that kind of depression, where you feel powerless but more like there is so much work to do. so much to process and so much past baggage to sort through and then get rid of, so that was a bit different).
Hmm maybe I should delete some of this here. lol well I will wait and see.
Well to sum it up, the year 1992 was characterized by:
° pushed into "performance", so to speak. lol (well I was just part of the choir, but I had to be on stage)
° emotional shocks, putting "life-and-death-matters" into focus (a tragic accident of a bus with mentally handicapped people we knew, of which one young man, the son of the founder of the non profit organization here, was killed; the sickness of my grandfather; the nightmare about a murderer, that unfortunately turned out to be true, I still haven`t processed THAT yet, rather not think too much about that.)
° spiritual "knowing" (the bad and the good one)
° my "spiritual crush" (let`s call him like that, you know, the first P), who had been just a figment of imagination, I thought, suddenly materializing in the real world (just when Pholus was discovered. lol), and me knowing exactly when and where he moved to (how did I know?)
° a lot of boys that year, lol, I mean it was getting a bit crowded, partly quite physical (to an unusual degree for me; no real relationship potential, just a bit weird I guess, but I thought I`d mention it nevertheless, cause there was a lot of "circumstantial touching", not sure how to put it really
° loss of a friendship (a mix up of betrayal, feeling betrayed, and jsut being tooo different from each other. the loss of that friendship, while it hurt, was necessary for my survival though I think, she also brought too many violent and abusive people into my life that "needed saving" according to her, and I had to learn the hard way that sometimes you have to make a decision whom to save and protect, and I chose to protect my family; just a vague notion I got, but one that sadly proved to be very true the year later, when her latest boyfriend killed a handicapped person, "just to know how it feels". I felt guilty, really, also because I was meeting him a few months prior, though by then my "best friend" of that time had already left the picture; anyway back then I had told him that I didn`t want to talk to him, because it never had done anything good before either, and I told him to stay away from my brother. And while I did not threaten him, I guess my tone was such, that he knew he would get into real trouble if he crossed that line again.s I didn´t know of course in what circles he was moving at that time, and I didn`t know that this tragedy would happen, all I knew was that all my alarmbells were ringing, and well at that time I sometimes sensed into people (usually getting colours as a sense from someone`s mind or something). it was just fantasy of course, imagination, but sensing into him (as my friend had asked me some months before), I was violently thrown back (internally feeling, like real danger alert), and the sensory image I got was "sticky darkbrown/black mud". I honestly have never sensed anything like that before or after, but it was severe, and I was trusting my instinct, and just felt I had to protect my brother (even though the guy never threatened us; he had been mistreating my brother years before though, which I only learned after my friend hooked up with him, and while my mother, my Scorpio mother! was all for giving him another chance and saying, he was just a poor teenager, and well she was right of course, he came from a very abusive background, but I couldn`t trust him ever. I thought I was paranoid though, but now I wished, I had been more perceptive.
° so much happening on the internal level, most possibly just fantasies, but well too much of the fantasies proving right (and some of them proving right years later!)
° that musical-show in TV, bringing up two guys to my attention and fascination, and in particular one of them, well I just saw him and knew he was "the end and the beginning, Omega and Alpha", it struck me sooo much, that energy of his, and the other one, well I was just in the age of crushing on whoever I think. lol
(curiously both of them have sort of crossed my paths again, especially in the recent 2-4 years, now and then, along with the first P, who btw is just plastering instagram with pictures of his new dog. LOL I always like it if something comes up in my feed. He has left his pedestal a long time ago, but I like those ordinary every day news and pictures. lol)
In fact a lot of those "vague perceptions/ people coming to my attention" from then seem to be - increasingly - around somehow, but in a much more down to earth way somehow? And I like it that way, the energetic frequency was too high back then for me to deal with.
Which is I think was the reason for that breakdown at the end of 1992. Fantasies , realities, spirituality, external and internal upheaval, delusions and real knowledge all coming at me at once, with a lot of different people/ souls/ energies, it was just too much for my emotional or even mental being. I had to cut off all of that (to survive physically, I was not grounded enough to deal with it, to somehow give it all space in my life without one or the other taking up too much space). So I did and became a real cynic for a while, or several years. lol
However, I also reconciled with my now "best friend". Well she had been through a hard time too, and basically was ghosting me (and everyone else), just that I didn`t even really register it, as I had not expected any kind of constancy. lol And was telling her anyway, for the first 10-15 ears of our friendship, that I am probably not going to stay around, or that I am not able to be a good friend or stupid stuff like that. I think after 15 years I figured that probably she WAS right and that we WOULD be in each other`s life forever. We already have been that. lol (my Saturn exactly squares her Moon,cannot be easy for her, though her Saturn widely opposes my Moon as well, so it goes both ways. lol)
But she came clean to me (and others) about the lies she had been telling before and some other stuff, most people cut contact with her because of that, I stayed (cause I had not even expected honesty I guess. lol She didn`t owe me anything. I would see it different today, but back then I was too much tied up in my own internal processes). And we`ve been inseparable since then (which in our case means that each of us is living a bit of a different life, and we do not even see each other that often, but we have each other`s back. always. And even though different, we have the same mental ideas about life and social things, and we get each other, even if we aren´t around each other all the time. We do speak on the phone regularly though of course, mostly because she is calling. I am really bad in communicating sometimes. lol)
So the year was definitely a fated one, the good and the bad. a turning point. and as it seems bringing people into my life that would be very important. and some then bringing other people into my life.
Well I guess that was not really a concise summing up, more a musing. But anyway the emotional intensity and experiences of that year were really unique. I gladly can do without the external tragedies though.
That is just incredible. I'm amazed at these stories, I think I've caught hints of your experiences here and there but you never put it all together to illustrate one super intense time period before. My mind has been sluggish, held back by grief about the state of the world and personal worries, and just thinking of you going through all this....makes me sad and almost speechless. I feel reverent towards your resilience and power of transformation. But I'll just be mulling over this for a while. With that kind of drama it makes sense you would be drawn to fiction and musicals because your life was not ordinary...makes sense you would feel more normal and at home within a dramatically-changing atmosphere. I mean, one could write a musical just based on your life in 1992!
We're about to have a full moon in Aqua, I wonder if that compels you to open up more.
I liked the story you wrote about the vagabond and businessman. Well I didn't read it, I like the plot. I've always had a vagabond streak, the freedom is appealing, and I've "written" stories in my mind also about characters who are basically drifters or don't have much of a home. Maybe it's just part of growing up...you become your own home.
I love your sensitivity to energy. I think I've never seen auras, colors, or had any special knowledge of people, except maybe some clairvoyant flashes which are more like mind debris, since I don't ask the person for clarity. Also I might take subtle emotional cues more seriously than some people and that accounts for these long, in-depth conversations I can get into with strangers. Maybe that's 3H Pluto (on the solstice point of my moon).
Anyway, tr Saturn right on my moon coincided with the time my ex wrote me off "forever" while he was studying abroad the first time. (Tr Saturn opposing his sun). I knew he just wanted attention but didn't feel like playing that game, so I just ignored him. Then we attended the same midnight mass at Christmas, which was the same time Saturn moved from 18° to 19° Pisces...like THE VERY DAY it moved off my moon, he was back, and knocking on my window in the middle of the night (don't want to tell that whole story in public). Still, it took us several months to resume talking. Tr Saturn on our sun-moon opposition, very obvious and basically literal manifestation of that energy.
I think I'm not done replying but will post this for now.
thank you, but well, I guess everyone is going through phases like that (I mean grandparents do get sick and die eventually and stuff), it maybe was just my overly dramatic perception and how I processed that internally. Also interesting about your Saturn-transit, and you say I am sticky with orbs. lol But isn`t the timing interesting sometimes? (obviously there was a longer lasting development happening in the background, but there seems to be a hot phase to aspects and you can sense if they fade)
Full Moon in Aqua? Right! Had not thought about that but makes sense.
Well 2 years ago we had that eclipse in Leo-Aqua, right across my Moon, just on a very special day for me.
okay it is going to happen from 11°46 Leo - Aqua, possibly a tad wide for aspecting my natal Moon on 17 Aqua, though near enough for me to pay attention.
Also I am paying attention to my pr Sun being on 12°23 Aqua, P`s pr Mercury on 13°43 Aqua and maybe more importantly pr composite Sun on 10°22 Aqua.
I pay even MORE attention however, cause it happens just the evening before my nephew`s birthday, and my lunar Return falls onto the 4th august, ON my nephew`s birthday, and his Solar Return falls onto the same day.
My nephew`s Solar Return happens on 10:33 a.m. on tuesday (with SR Moon on 20 Aqua conjunct my natal Moon by 3 degrees, his SR Sun on 12 Aqua).
My Lunar Return happens a bit earlier on 3:59 a.m., putting LR Sun on 12°10 Leo, opposing LR Moon on 17°06 Aqua, and with some other interesting specific features of that LR for the next month:
ASC 18 Cancer falling into my natal 8th house, LR chartruler, Moon, falling into the 8th house of that Lunar Return, I don`t have too positive ideas about this, with some family stuff that has surfaced today; however Tr Jupiter on 19 Cap is in a o ne degree conjunction with the DESC, it is very angular.
MC 18 Pisces conjunct Neptune on 20 Pisces (reminiscent of the Solar Return I had going in 2018 btw, with SR ASC on 13 Cancer and SR MC on 11 Pisces conjunct SR Neptune on 11 PIsces on my natal Jupiter on 11 Pisces, well the Lunar REturn now is more closely aligned with my natal juno on 17 Pisces).
But anyway, those two angular planets, Neptune and Jupiter, form a sextile in the coming Lunar Return, hopefully thigns will be smoothened by that a bit.
Venus on 26 Gemini conjuncts NN on 28 Gemini in 12th house of that Lunar Return, but in my natal 7th and on my draconic Ceres.
Sun will square Uranus in 11th house on 10 Taurus, and thre will be a widish T-square to Moon on 17 Aqua. ugh.
Well the closest aspect Moon will make is actually a sextile to Mars on 19 Aries which in turn exactly squares Jupiter on the DESC. Oh no clue, maybe I should check the EVC to see if it is a good thing or a bad one. lol this lunar return, whatever it is it seems an active one however.
oh ASC is falling onto my natal Saturn-Vertex-conjunction and my pr DESC.
Also cannot help but notice that the transits of that time, trigger rather out of comfortzone aspects in the progressed composite with P.
Transiting Fullmoon triggering our pr composite Sun on 10 Aqua and - square pr Mars on 11 Scorpio, pr Uranus on 13 Scorpio (and n Uranus on 12 Scorpio) - trine n Jupiter on 10 Gemini (well pr composite Sun is applying there pretty exactly, but might be overshadowed by the other .... stuff)
our pr composite Moon on 29 Leo, on the verge of entering Virgo. Anaretic degrees are always.... difficult. I always seem to sense the change, usually in the form of: This is it. End of line. lol It never is, it usually is just a change. but who knows, at one time it might actually BE end of line. Maybe it is now. and no nothing really "happened", I am just following my feelings, and they are a bit apocalyptic at the moment, I guess I am processing emotional stuff. Or my Venus-Pluto in action once more.
Interestingly pr Moon on 29 Leo trines pr and natal Chiron on 29 Aries - I remember 2 years ago, when there was the square of pr Moon to Chiron, everything felt soooo bleak, and of course apocalyptic, end of line scenario. But while there is a similiar thing going on, it feels easier this time, less personal. Because I sort of sense these things are cyclic. Not a statement about me personally or even the connection, but sometimes there just needs to be space I guess. maybe it`s like that?
Anyway I DO think it is intriguing that this fullmoon is going to tick off pr composite Sun (and I admit I am intrigued by that square to Mars-Uranus).
I also noticed some other interesting transits at the time of the fullmoon, so tomorrow basically. lol
- Tr Venus on 26 Gemini, opposing natal composite Sun on 26 Sag exact (and actually our Draco composite Venus falls onto 25 Gemini)
- Tr NN on 28 Gemini, conjunct pr composite IC on 28 Gemini (and HIS natal IC on 28 Gemini too)
- Tr Mars on 19 Aries, conjunct natal composite SN on 20 and pr composite SN on 18 Aries
- Tr Mars on 19 Aries also sextiles pr c Mercury on 19 Aquarius and pr c Saturn on 19 Leo - obviously the Mercury-Saturn-opposition is very challenging, but I found it interesting that transiting Mars is making same degree aspects on the time of the fullmoon, though possibly it would need to be on 19 leo to get through our stubborn Saturn. lol
however for all the inherent challenge of the Mercury-Saturn-oppositon, I just thought it was also interesting that it trines/sextiles the nodal axis, something about that is needed for evolutionary purposes? (though since the nodes are calculate points, possibly dormant until something triggers them)
Still Mercury-Saturn-opposition sucks!
- Tr Jupiter squares the nodal axis (and sit on the midpoint of the Moon/Venus-conjunction in the natal composite)
- Tr Saturn has backed away from the composite ASC for now, and is sort of trine composite Juno, however Tr Saturn has other mission to fulfill at the time being, which might not have anything to do with me at all (it is opposing his natal Juno exactly and squares their composite Saturn-Pluto-conjunction, so he might simply be in a much more serious headspace when it comes to his marriage, and not being in the mood or having the time to have casual easygoing communications with random aquaintances like me)
- Tr Uranus on 10 Taurus makes an exact T-square with pr composite Mars on 11 Scorpio (conjunct natal composite Uranus on 12 Scorpio) and pr composite Sun on 10 Aqua - quite a transiting fullmoon, squaring Uranus, right?
- on a minor note Tr Uranus also sextiles pr composite Venus on 9 Pisces, but well that is really minor, and definitely overshadowed by the loud voices of those squares and conjunctions and oppositions
- Tr Neptune isn`t really having very exact aspects to the composite, but it is EXACTLY squaring his natal Neptune, Neptune square Neptune, isn`t that much joyful really. It does quinkunx the composite Saturn however, and also the composite NN on 20 Libra, Saturn is sextile NN in natal composite very closely, so possibly this is having an erosive influence.
- Tr Pluto on 23 Cap still within half degree conjunct composite Moon on 22°52 Cap and squaring composite Mars on 23°08 Libra, no comment (it also sextiles composite Ceres on 23 PIsces and trines composite Juno on 22 Taurus, but well squares are simply louder)
I have gotten off track far far away, sorry, but I was just intrigued by this. lol
Anyway I just found it interesting that my lunar return happens on the day of my nephew 4th birthday, and that it is on a fullmoon day.
(the solar Return I had the year after his birth, actually had an opposition of Moon and Venus from 12 Leo to Aqua, putting my SR Moon exactly on his natal Sun, well it was starting a few months after his birth, but still, there is a very interesting astrological dynamic going on with my nephew and my niece as well).
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