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Post by anela on Jul 4, 2017 4:27:00 GMT
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Post by Ava on Jul 4, 2017 14:26:58 GMT
Transiting Pluto conjunct my sun hasn't been too dramatic, except perhaps it squeezed me dry of illusions and dreams, forcing me to be more practical. I've had the sun, Saturn, and Venus in an awkward dance in progressions at the same time. And a progressed Virgo moon. I'm a little tired of this, my imagination has suffered (tr Saturn transited my 5th house) and things just seem monochrome too often. But it's good for me. Saturn's going to enter Cap and kick my a$$ completely soon, or at least it did last time it was conjunct my sun.
Anyway, maybe it's just bravado, I feel like this full moon on my sun can't bother me. What's a Cap moon even about except reducing everything to non-drama?
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Post by Deleted on Jul 5, 2017 6:20:50 GMT
I am a little scared now 😱 sounds like a hell of a full moon. It will be on day I go on my vacation.
I dont know how to read the rest but I think it will go through my 3rd house
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Post by whisperix on Jul 7, 2017 7:42:23 GMT
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Post by anela on Jul 7, 2017 8:27:23 GMT
I keep reading things about how awful it could be. I'm not feeling at all riled up, so far. I just keep thinking that I should find a way to get myself together while Saturn is still in Sadge, because it's trine my Sun, and when it moves into Cap, it will also hurt me, I'm sure. I feel like this is supposed to be the "easy" time, even though I'm depressed/grieving (mum, + my own hopes and dreams). I don't daydream, anymore. Haven't for several years. The only time I'm happy, is when I get out with my dad occasionally, or when I'm in complete denial. What with the big write-ups about this moon (Elsa Elsa mentioned domestic violence), I'm really hoping it turns out to be nothing. My brain can go to really scary places, so I haven't been thinking about it at all. whisperix I hope that moon-neptune sextile keeps things calm! I love soft neptune transits (to and from neptune). I have that today, and did relax somewhat. Moon in Sadge is one of my favourites for transits.
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Post by anela on Jul 7, 2017 8:29:37 GMT
Thinking again about Saturn trine my Sun right now: I don't know why it's so difficult for me to just do certain things. I have a list in my head of what "normal" people would do in my position. It's like self-sabotage has taken over. I don't want to wait until I'm pushed to do certain things, when it will be more stressful (Saturn in Cap will push, push, push). I can't remember much about that transit from my teens, except that Uranus was hanging around, too, which probably lightened the load.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 7, 2017 16:30:59 GMT
It will be in my 3rd house.
Can it bring miscomunication? Arguments?
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Post by whisperix on Jul 7, 2017 18:33:04 GMT
anela The news of reality by Pluto and Saturn can be challenging for me. I see those days as a turning point to my next step. Although I should not belief in it any more, I do belief in the free will. I like Kurt Cobain.
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Post by lumina on Jul 7, 2017 18:43:07 GMT
Interesting. I have Saturn on 17 Cancer in 8th house, as ruler of 2nd house, and my pr DESC is on 13 Cancer exact conj. pr Saturn. Anyway this has been a VERY productive day, in that I was doing practical things, not really the big stuff, but just things that have to be done, and I even started cleaning up the teacher`s kitchen because I thought it was really embarassing how messy that looked and not just messy but downright dirty. lol Usually I am the last person on earth to give a damn to be honest! (it was not THAT dirty ) I also collected important papers for working on some official documents for school. But the thing that is most interesting to me is that a very dear colleague of us is going to leave school (due to his age) and each team for the subjects he taught is of course asked to make a present and a few nice words. Anyway I am not even leader of that team, just the second in command - so to speak - to a completely incompetent leader (we all take turns and it was simply his turn, chosen by the order in the alphabet not by skill. lol) Well so it happened that I was the one doing the organizing, and also as I felt very late, and he really just refused to do anything, but said he would write the email to inform the other colleagus about what we are doing as a gift and how much it is going to cost everyone. Well end of matters I wrote that freaking email yesterday and also apologized to the others for the bad communication and being so late that we couldn`t hear anyone else`s suggestion but just had picked a gift (I actually had been talking to another colleague and the idea came from him and I decided that this was what we would do). Well most colleagues who wrote me back told me I was the wrong person to apologize, as it was not even my fault. lol The thing is I am not really the one wanting to be in charge or becoming active in organizing these things. Tell me what to do and I`ll do it, but leave me alone with having to make decisions on my own that will affect several other people too. It is really the thing I hate at my job, making decisions FOR others. But so i think that was one effect of the fullmoon or manifestation, me having to be the one to make the decisions and act on them and just organize all that stuff. The second manifestation is probably that currently I have that weird urgency to have heart-to-hearts with people, apologize for behaviour, getting clarity on things (I didn`t quite understand how it happened but apparently I triggered or encouraged a colleague to muse about the change I´ve undergone since he met me. lol), and well just speaking my mind, even if it hurts, even if it may hurt OTHERS, too. (I dread my next encounter with P when I am in THAT state of mind. lol) I almost feel as if I am compelled to tell the truth (even if it may not be appropriate?), at least if someone asks me, and in turn I feel I am hearing a lot of truth, though finger crossed - so far it weren`t any nasty "you really suck" truths. lol Anyway what was definitely different today was that I sat down said colleague (who is 15 years or more my senior btw) and just told him that I wasn`t happy with how that situation had unfold and how I felt like being left alone with that organizing and that he had been leaving it up to me, and that didn`t feel right to me. I also said that it was nothing horribly, but I just wanted to have it out of the way, so it wouldn`t stand between us. He was a bit at loss for words (he is a bit of a strange guy as well, very very introverted and socially awkward, - so yes I understand that this was not easy for him), but said that he did not think it was that much of a hurry. Well end of term is next week! What did he think where the gift would come from or the mails? Getting wings flying down to us? (maybe he is in a Neptunian phase, which collided with my Saturnian one. lol) Anyway I really wasn`t angry or so after that. I said it, it was done. But he then came up to me saying he would write an email to the colleagues that they should be giving me the money then and then and how we would present the gift. And he did - within 10 minutes! lol We`ve been talking about this for 2 weeks and all at once it was possible to do it in 10 minutes? The other experience I had was when another colleague, female, was demanding a bit too much of my assistance (read: Ceri, I can`t do that, you are so good with computers, you need to help me) - thing is we do that thing every year at that time, and she can learn it like I did, right? But she is not the only one, and well of course I did help her and others, too, even though I had enough on my plate myself. But then a few hours later, when she had to go somewhere else, she suddenly came up to me, put some marks for some course on my table saying I had to give them to xy. And I exploded. And very clearly explained to her that I was not obliged to do that, and if she needed help, she could ASK for it, not demand it. She said that she thought she had been asking (nope: You MUST do me a favour - is not a plea, it is a demand in my book!) and it was a misunderstanding, and well I told her that we had cleared it up now, hadn`t we? And that I would of course give her marks to the other colleague, but I wanted her to know that I wasn´t exactly happy about the way she addressed me like I was some servant. Well several other colleagues looked rather startled at me - I think they have not heard me raise my voice in 10 years. lol Well I was not shouting, I was just talking to her in a very determined tone. Anyway after I had said it I had almost forgotten it again (that is my Sag-Mercury, I cannot hold a grudge, it is a waste of space for positive emotion), but the next day she came to me and brought me chocolate as an apology. LOL So actually I made some positive experiences with making my boundaries very clear. That is how it has been for me so far.
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Post by lumina on Jul 7, 2017 18:51:07 GMT
Oh I forgot, I was also berating my principal in the conference where it is being decided if pupil can visit the next higher class. They were sort of implying that we had to let through a pupil event hough he had failed two courses, because his parents had not been officially informed. Since my course was one of the failed ones this was implicitly aimed at me, and I was also quite clearly explain to them that I had handed in the official note about him probably failing the course, but that it was being decided by the principal-team themselves that this was not enough to endanger his passing the class, and they were ERASING that note (this is a habit at our school unfortunately). But well I don´t really care aobut the result, but I wouldn´t let that rest on my shoujlders when I had done nothing wrong.
Anyway, I guess it was the first or second time I ever raised my voice in those conferences as well, usually I am rather quiet. But anyway the secondary prinicipal said that they really had to go and give this practice how they were dealing with those official notes about the probablity of a pupil not passing a course, and most probably needed to change it.
So it is a bit weird, but for the last 2 weeks I`ve felt quite like an authority, without even wanting it, but if someone questions my integrity or takes me for granted, I can get a bit prickly.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 7, 2017 19:59:09 GMT
Not sure if it counts as the full moon has not occured yet - I realised this full moon is occuring on mine and R's composite ascendant. It occurs in his 10th and my 3rd. I had to reach out to him 2 days back because of something i saw online that related to him. After couple months of not talking at all then this.
I also told someone to not contact me again y'day after I found out something online - he has saturn conj moon and a capricorn sun.
When i think about it the past couple days i have been more talkative at work than usual.
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Post by lumina on Jul 7, 2017 20:25:18 GMT
Did he reply to you? R I mean? Interestingly this fullmoon triggers P`s and my composite as well. the fullmoon will actually only happen in the early hours on sunday on 17°09 Capricorn- Cancer right on our composite Venus on 16°01 Capricorn At the time it is exact here in Germany ASC will be on 22 Cancer conjunct Mars, which puts the Tr DESC onto our composite Moon on 22 Capricorn. Interestingly next friday, when we are probably meet each other again (well there will be a concert at least), Tr Sun will be on 21-22 Cancer, sort of picking up the thread from this weekend. Though that is all theoretical there is no thread to really talk about. oh and the fullmoon occurs in my 8th (Sun)-2nd (Moon) house and in his 5th (Sun)-11th (Moon) house.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 7, 2017 20:37:37 GMT
Yeah he replied to me, it was quite lenghty msg he told me about what i had seen asking me how i was etc... I gave a short reply to that and wished him well and then he thanked me for letting him know and wished me well as well. It was just weird everything is weird. Alot of weird stuff has been happening to me lately though maybe that could be uranus - its opp my pluto now... I think its also conj our comp SN but i cant remember the degree of that would need to check.... Hope you enjoy your concert Pls dnt quote
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Post by anela on Jul 8, 2017 10:22:03 GMT
It will be in my 3rd house. Can it bring miscomunication? Arguments? It will be my 3rd, too. I was thinking of trying to get back to the dog shelter, to volunteer. I was supposed to start officially in March, but ended up in a bad way. The day I was going to start, I developed a fever, and something had happened a few days before, that freaked me out. I just felt like I had to conserve my energy, and focus on home. The shelter has another orientation today, and it would be a good time to start. A refresher on the orientation I attended in December, and a chance to start working with the dogs. If I can remain awake enough... I've been awake since 1am, and they don't open until 10.
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Post by anela on Jul 8, 2017 10:32:08 GMT
lumina I wonder if it was a full moon in Cap, when I really opened up to someone I don't really know that well, three years ago. There was a pile-up of awful things, and for some reason, I wanted to set things straight with the person. I knew him through a dating site, and facebook, and I just let it spill why I'd been so awkward in the past. Then I shut down my account. When I checked his profile less than a week later, he was talking about wanting to find someone that he could be totally open with, who would be that open with him, too. I don't know if it had anything to do with my message - I'm embarrassed thinking about it - but at the time I needed to get it off my shoulders. I wish I'd always had that kind of boldness, or the confidence in myself, to be honest, and deal with things as they happened, rather than being shy, and nervous, and trying to avoid embarrassment. I had that when I was a kid, and have resented the things/people that led to me losing that, especially as I ended up in a hole again five/six years ago. When people turned on me for no good reason. I will never understand that. My sister has taken some responsibility since then, but it doesn't give me that time back, or the better feeling I'd had about myself and life in general, right before all of that went down.
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Post by anela on Jul 8, 2017 10:33:30 GMT
anela The news of reality by Pluto and Saturn can be challenging for me. I see those days as a turning point to my next step. Although I should not belief in it any more, I do belief in the free will. I like Kurt Cobain. I try to see things that way, but I've spent the last seven years (at least) grieving consistently, and having the life sucked out of me. And having dreams shattered along the way. I get my hopes up, just in time to have them smashed again. So I just try to make sure I get out of bed.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 8, 2017 10:35:48 GMT
It will be in my 3rd house. Can it bring miscomunication? Arguments? It will be my 3rd, too. I was thinking of trying to get back to the dog shelter, to volunteer. I was supposed to start officially in March, but ended up in a bad way. The day I was going to start, I developed a fever, and something had happened a few days before, that freaked me out. I just felt like I had to conserve my energy, and focus on home. The shelter has another orientation today, and it would be a good time to start. A refresher on the orientation I attended in December, and a chance to start working with the dogs. If I can remain awake enough... I've been awake since 1am, and they don't open until 10. I have been feeling so sensitive, cried about every little thing. Had to take my bunny to where she will stay while I am on vacation. Came home cried like a baby. Now everything is upsetting me to the point of crying. Yesterday though my dad did tick me off and we had a small argument.
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Post by FruityLlama on Jul 8, 2017 10:51:07 GMT
The sun will be exactly conjunct my ASC and the moon my DSC but from the 6th house. Oh hell...
Its my graduation this coming week. I posted on fb about the moon being very fitting. I do feel like its the end of a cycle and after this, it will all be left behind in the past. I suppose its part of the growing up process from beginning uni to the end and realising certain things about others and yourself, hence my personal ASC-DSC emphasis.
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Post by anela on Jul 8, 2017 10:55:57 GMT
It will be my 3rd, too. I was thinking of trying to get back to the dog shelter, to volunteer. I was supposed to start officially in March, but ended up in a bad way. The day I was going to start, I developed a fever, and something had happened a few days before, that freaked me out. I just felt like I had to conserve my energy, and focus on home. The shelter has another orientation today, and it would be a good time to start. A refresher on the orientation I attended in December, and a chance to start working with the dogs. If I can remain awake enough... I've been awake since 1am, and they don't open until 10. I have been feeling so sensitive, cried about every little thing. Had to take my bunny to where she will stay while I am on vacation. Came home cried like a baby. Now everything is upsetting me to the point of crying. Yesterday though my dad did tick me off and we had a small argument. Oh, we need a hug smiley. *hugs*
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Post by Deleted on Jul 8, 2017 10:57:13 GMT
I have been feeling so sensitive, cried about every little thing. Had to take my bunny to where she will stay while I am on vacation. Came home cried like a baby. Now everything is upsetting me to the point of crying. Yesterday though my dad did tick me off and we had a small argument. Oh, we need a hug smiley. *hugs* Hugssssss
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