Full moon @ 9° Aries, October 1

[Ava]

East Coast USA





Notes:

* Most intense 3 weeks on the 3-D level, of this year...purging of toxicity, not comfortable at all (Mars Rx square stationary direct Saturn...both planets strong because they are domicile..."running into a wall." This carries on through October.)

* Full moons are always times when emotions come to a head. What is the quality of the emotion? Aries is the sign of the warrior, so many people could be feeling very angry at this time.

* Moon tightly conjunct Chiron. Natally, Chiron is the original wound, the weakness we turn into a strength. Natal Chiorn in Aries people have this sense of "Do I have a right to exist?" It's meant to be turned into leadership. Gandhi and MLK Jr both have Chiron in Aries. For all of us now, we might be wondering how we exist in society...illuminating individual rights. 

* Mars Rx is more intense/hot because it's closer to the earth (wildfires on the West Coast sprang up just when Mars went Rx). Longterm Mars squaring Cap planets. Mars conjunct ERis in full moon chart. Eris is associated with protests and riots in order to achieve a better state for society. Eris has a feeling of their voice not being heard. Furthermore both are conjunct Black Moon Lilith: raw, untamed, wild, instinctive feminine. She will not abide by the rules. 

>> Unruly trio behaving very assertively. Lots of drama, social unrest, no doubt. 

* Mars closest to earth on Oct 6th...it will not be this close for another 15 years. Super strong YANG energy in the world.

* Uranus quincunx sun: Uranus is also about freedom, so it adds to the theme. Awakening and rebellion. Uranus opposes Mercury in Scorpio...exact on the 19th, but it's a strong opposition. Shocking disclosures. Uranus is about the piercing sword of truth and it's about galactic issues as well. 

* "Tight few days" -- Oct 4th, Pluto becomes stationary direct. Plutonian issues amplified. This is about power. It's about anyone who has power over you. Power/control issues esp with Pluto in Cap. Issues with bosses, rules, regulation of society. Oct 9 Mars square Pluto, "Might makes right."

[Ava]

Draconic




So, in this one, Chiron conjunct the full moon on my natal sun.

My progressed draconic sun @ 15 Cancer now.

Draco ASC conjunct my natal Venus, opp draconic Venus on the DSC.

Draco IC on my natal moon....

I have no wishes and basically exist in a state of hopeless dread lately (politics, riots, tyranny) but this is intriguing. I don't know what it's hinting at. 

[lumina]

Thank you Ava

I noticed the Moon yesterday, well the waxing one, don`t know, it looked like it was saying: Look at me! LOL 

Thank you very much for this effort to give us the cliffnotes! I guess I never mentioned it but I really appreciate that!

The fullmoon will be conjunct/ opposite my Pluto on 9 Libra exactly. 


"not comfortable at all"
They don`t say. Yeah, definitely can relate that to my own life.

"running into a wall." This carries on through October.)
Which is why I am basically pulling back inside, in certain respects. Like it seems that the astrology really describes when something constructive is to happen and at other times when there is just white noise or something, I can do whatever I want, it won`t be effective. So I can invest my energy elsewhere. lol 

Well my brother and nephew were here, today, which was a good investment of energy. 




* Moon tightly conjunct Chiron."
Yes. 

Today I am in a Moon = Chiron resonance, meaning the transiting Moon-Chiron distance is mirroring my own. In fact it is doing so in the same signs even, just 10 degrees prior to my own natal degrees. 
Moon-Chiron, also in EVC, has proven to be surprisingly "intense/ strong", not necessarily good or bad, I wouldn´t really judge it like that, but intense. 
(Well it has been virtually exact 2 hours ago, though it might be fading over the next couple of hours, around that time my brother and my nephew were here and then left)


Hmm this fullmoon is also oppositne/ conjunct and Tr Chiron conjunct M`s Sun on 8 Aries and squaring her Moon, on around 6 Cancer (with an estimated Noon time birth), today Tr Sun is exact on her Juno (and my MC). INteresting I wonder if she will notice my absence, I mean the Full moon is just in its building phase of course. 

Actually today Moon is trine Sun, it`s nice. lol Gives me hope i might have a relaxed, though not too stimulating/ exciting evening at the theatre. 

It`s interesting however that this fullmoon seems to very exactly illuminate the synastric Pluto-Sun-opposition between her and my chart (and P`s Draco Mars-Jupiter and tropical Ceres).





"* Mars closest to earth on Oct 6th...it will not be this close for another 15 years. Super strong YANG energy in the world."
Oh wow!



* Uranus quincunx sun: Uranus is also about freedom, so it adds to the theme. Awakening and rebellion. Uranus opposes Mercury in Scorpio...exact on the 19th, but it's a strong opposition. Shocking disclosures. Uranus is about the piercing sword of truth and it's about galactic issues as well.

Interesting as well. 
Hmm, need to check the degrees for the opposition. 

Anyway I think at the moment Mercury is appling to my natal Uranus on 1 Scorpio. and I am in a SAturn= Uranus resonance phase, applying by 8 minutes, it will be exact on 4th october. 


 Oct 4th, Pluto becomes stationary direct
Oha, seriously now? On that day? is Pluto still on 22 Capricorn?


So seems like I best keep my head down, also in terms of P and the whole stuff, I mean that Mars-Pluto-square, I am not sure but it possibly is overlaying our composite Moon-Mars-square, and possibly his natal Venus-Pluto-square. So yeah, rather keep off the radar for a while. lol 

[lumina]

Also, apart from me individually, I share your concerns Ava , things are looking very edgy and dangerous globally.

[anela]

I can't see the first chart. I noticed the almost full moon, last night.

I never feel like the warrior archetype fits for Aries, because those I know are usually laid-back, artsy types - we don't like to fight, but we will if we have to. I want to hide away, but I will also continue to annoy, I'm sure of it. That's who I am now. I guess Eris is on my Sun, and I wanted to attend a protest on October 17th, but covid is still out there. I'm thinking about it. I know I need to write phone numbers on my arms, just in case, if I do go.

For the past week, I've been calm, but when I woke up the first four days, I felt all stiff, like my body hadn't relaxed when I was sleeping.

Most of the protests out there are peaceful, and they don't worry me. The growing authoritarianism does, and the possibility of a Handmaid's Tale Supreme Court, as I've mentioned elsewhere. I'm just trying to focus on what I can do, and with fingers crossed, am trusting that most of the country won't allow it to continue.

I *was* wondering, once again, why I even exist. My existence feels pointless. I got stuck where I am, and life crapped on me hard, whenever I tried to make changes. I'm trying not to get depressed. A lot of people have it a lot worse, but my life could once again change, just like that. I don't like it.

[anela]

I could relate to this, a couple of weeks ago:

humanparts.medium.com/quarantine-has-forced-me-to-confront-how-little-i-care-about-myself-2ef7687a986c

I could relate to it, long before quarantine. Ever since my life went off the rails, almost a decade ago. 

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Great notes, Ava , thank you! Could you say why you prefer to look at the draconic chart to see how the full moon would affect you? As compared to the progressed chart, for example.


anela , when I first saw your posts as Teasel, I thought you had more wisdom, intelligence and empathy in your little finger than most of the people on LL. You represent the good side and where would we be without people like you, although that is not the sole reason why you are important.

[Ava]

Sorry anela , I must've deleted the chart accidentally. It's back.

More to say soon, 'just needed to get the chart back up.

Also, here is a link about Mars' perihelic opposition on Oct 6th:

www.skyatnightmagazine.com/advice/skills/how-to-observe-mars/

From the article:

"After 2020 we won’t see Mars’s apparent disc size exceeding 20 arcseconds again until 2033."

[Ava]

Sept 26, 2020 18:41:52 GMT @astrokeen said:

Could you say why you prefer to look at the draconic chart to see how the full moon would affect you? As compared to the progressed chart, for example.

I think tropical and draconic always go hand-in-hand, but unfortunately astro.com does not offer a natal-to-draconic biwheel that features the exact degrees. That is why I posted them separately, so we can see the degrees. 

Draconic is based off the lunar nodes, so it's relative to the moon and feminine/yin nature. If we think of it, the moon affects the tides on earth...that is quite a force of nature, overpowering. Likewise I think draconic can "turn the tide" with events or help explain some mystical phenomena and coincidences. To me, it relates to fate.

Often I get a sense of what's on the horizon based on a "layering up" of meaning across the charts. Before a major event you might see indications like rumblings in all sorts of charts (regular transits, return charts, event composites, etc). The story tends to permeate all levels. For me, the draconic chart usually gives the first cue that something significant or life-changing is about to happen.

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Some quotes about draconic:

1) "We have concluded that the Draconic chart can be categorised as karmic, spiritual and unconscious, with possible connections to reincarnation. It pinpoints those we draw close to us in our lifetimes, to resolve unconscious issues , which in turn connects to our state of physical and emotional health. It speaks less of free will than the basic natal chart." [bold mine]

www.astrologycosmobiology.com.au/articles/tutorial/draconic-chart.html

2) "Unlike the tropical zodiac of solar origin, the draconic zodiac responds to lunar symbolism and therefore expresses unconscious motivations that affect our daily life. Instead of representing psychological traits, it displays those recurrent emotional responses and inner impulses that we feel are beyond our control, which have to do with hereditary issues or early childhood experiences."

www.astrologicalassociation.com/students/draconic_astrology.php

3) "Draconic charts represent the higher self before it meets the physical body or personality, and through that, the flavor of astrology helps understanding in your higher and lower mind.
The higher mind is ruled by your draconic chart, and also the underlying layer to how you know yourself through your natal chart. Comparing the two is endlessly helpful in gaining a deeper understanding of your holistic self."

Link


I think part of what makes 2020 so extreme is the lunar nodes' squaring the draconic north node (0° Aries), creating "square" tension, where not only do we have Mars square Pluto but also, draconic Pluto squaring tropical Pluto and opposing tropical Mars. The draconic transits help illuminate why everything is not just bad, but critical.     

[Ava]

Sept 26, 2020 18:05:22 GMT anela said:

I never feel like the warrior archetype fits for Aries, because those I know are usually laid-back, artsy types - we don't like to fight, but we will if we have to.

I've known mellow/artsy Aries and ones who dominate...usually the dominance seems trivial and like a friendly competition or game, but it can start a domino effect and create a bigger ordeal than they intended.

I went to school with this stereotypical sort of Aries woman. I know Caps can be impossible and I have no room to point fingers, astrologically. But she was honestly funny to me. She used to order people around like she was their boss. She addressed her roommate, who graduated from America's most elite boarding school btw, as "Pet." I have lots of stories. 

Sept 26, 2020 18:05:22 GMT anela said:

I *was* wondering, once again, why I even exist. My existence feels pointless. I got stuck where I am, and life crapped on me hard, whenever I tried to make changes. I'm trying not to get depressed. A lot of people have it a lot worse, but my life could once again change, just like that. I don't like it.

Your existence doesn't seem pointless at all to me and I'm sure many, many people and animals feel the same. I do hope your luck changes and life gets better somehow. Talk is cheap but I really hope so. 

[Ava]

lumina

"Thank you very much for this effort to give us the cliffnotes! I guess I never mentioned it but I really appreciate that!"

You're welcome. I didn't take notes for the entire video because I worried about my draft disappearing. She started talking about Haumea, divine light, individual responsibility to choose a higher frequency. "A challenging but concentrated opportunity to make a difference in our lives that benefits the collective."

"The fullmoon will be conjunct/ opposite my Pluto on 9 Libra exactly."

Must be something intense then.



"Today I am in a Moon = Chiron resonance, meaning the transiting Moon-Chiron distance is mirroring my own."

I envy your software and/or motivation to calculate these things.

"INteresting I wonder if she will notice my absence, I mean the Full moon is just in its building phase of course."

You know my thoughts...

"It`s interesting however that this fullmoon seems to very exactly illuminate the synastric Pluto-Sun-opposition between her and my chart..."

Well you wrote this just idly wondering, but now I think the situation is different so I don't know if you want to explore that here.

"Oct 4th, Pluto becomes stationary direct
Oha, seriously now? On that day? is Pluto still on 22 Capricorn?"

Yes...today and on the 4th, both 22° Cap.

"So yeah, rather keep off the radar for a while. lol"

What if he follows you off the radar though?

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I had said on another thread that I'm thinking of this full moon in terms of our self-concept and identity...shedding a light on how we perceive ourselves and how we might change that self-perception by confronting issues we didn't feel like confronting before. What memories and latent capabilities are there?

This full moon also opposes my Pluto but with a little orb. I should meditate since I don't have the guts to get hypnotized.

[lumina]

Hi Ava


" She started talking about Haumea, divine light, individual responsibility to choose a higher frequency. "A challenging but concentrated opportunity to make a difference in our lives that benefits the collective."


Hmm, that interpreation sounds too abstract to me to be honest. Well I suppose Haumea is a bit like the Hawaian Ceres. Earth mother, goddess of fertility and procreation/ childbirth and so on. 

I think I came across her before and took a fleeting note, as in our composite Haumea in Virgo is exactly trine Venus on 16 Cap (and making a Grand trine with Eros on the IC on 15-16 Taurus). I kinda liked that. looks nice and earthy. 


"Must be something intense then.
"
Well, we will see. But honestly, maybe things are easing off a little bit now? At least I do not feel that "in-tense" inwardly anymore, or if so, in a more harmonious way. 
But yes of course a fullmoon right on my Pluto is something to take note of, even though it would have a short timespan like 2 weeks or so, as fullmoons usually have (unless they are eclipses of course). 

Well I just looked the fullmooon chart up for my location; my natal Venus will be on the DESC partile. And the MC will be conjunct my IC by 10 minutes of orb. That is certainly interesting. 

So just out of curiosity looking up the EVC for that for me. There are two conjunctions standing out. Mercury on 29 Scorpio conjunct Pluto on 00 Sag (0°51 a), and Mars conjunct Jupiter on 14 Aqua (0°23 a) - both of these are applying and will become exact in the fututre. 

Also Moon will be on 13 PIsces not quite conjunct SN on 16 Virgo, but Moon is moving rather quick, so it will hit the SN about 6 hours after the exact fullmoon I think, so somewhen on the 2nd october. 

Also, looked up the tightest direct midpoints of that EVC, which gave these: 

Sun conjunct Venus/Pluto 0°54 s - I actually wouldn´t even count that too much, as I saw that it was MUCH tighter yesterday. I think yesterday it had a 8 minute orb only. but maybe it is valid for the phase. 

Mercury conjunct Mars/NOde (0°50) and Jupiter/ Node (0°38)

Venus conunct Uranus/Neptune /(0°03) - now THAT has my attention. (Venus will be on 2 Scorpio exact on my pr Uranus)

Uranus conjunct ASC/MC (0°45) - this definitely has my attention as well, as the ASC/MC-midpoint is moving very rapidly and within one degree orb for an even shorter timespan than Moon, and it is interpreted by Uranian astrologers as "(what happens) here and now", like giving a theme to a certain event. 
So since I made a composite with my own natal chart, this is possibly what this is about for me on a very personal level. 

Pluto conjunct Mars/Node (0°01) - definitely has my attention as well
Pluto conjunct Jupiter/NOde (0°13)

So that partile Mars-Jupiter conjunction makes some sort of connection to the Mercury-Pluto-conjunction through the inclusion of the nodal axis, that is certianly interesting. For what ever that means. lol

IC conjunct Moon/ASC 1°04 - a bit over 1 degree but combines the three quick moving angles/ planet. 


It is possible a little bit much wasting of time to look up the EVC for some fullmoon. lol I was just being curious 




I envy your software and/or motivation to calculate these things.

It is nice, yes. However, at least for the major aspect, you can spot these easily. Whenever the transiting planets repeat a natal aspect (in the same order of the planets and the same orb) you have a resonance like I mentioned. You won`t pick up the other resonances possibly, which are not familiar aspects, however while Cochrane seems to use those, too, I am not yet convinced they pack the same punch as the actual aspects do. 
Just thinking that if we spot such a resonance, it is important to also check which underlying vibration there is, or aspect. in the case of Moon-Chiron for me it is a sextile (3 degree orb though), it is obviously an aspect of "cooperation", and I am absolutely convinced that possibly if it had been a square, the expression and impact of that resonance would have been very very different. 




, but now I think the situation is different so I don't know if you want to explore that here.

No, let`s keep it off public radar.  




Yes...today and on the 4th, both 22° Cap.

Actually it will be in orb for conjunct our composite Moon ongoing until the end of the year I think. Yes, well until end of december, and the exact peak will be on 13th november. 

of course at the same time Tr Pluto will be square our composite Mars (exact peak on 25th november). Until literally the last day of the year. lol 

After that he will be left alone with Tr Pluto being conjunct his Venus for all next year. 
or more precisely from end of january until mid august (peak on 24th february and 2nd july), and then after a pause from end of november until end of january 2022 (peak: 31st december 2021) and then after another pause coming back in orb in august 2022 until mid december 2022, but not becoming exact anymore. Well it already had coming into orb in april and may this year, but just a little bit, it just tiptoed into the 1 degree orb and then pulled back again, without getting closer to exactness. Like literally putting a foot into the water, and then being startled pulling it back. lol 

But anyway we all have to go through this eventually a dynamic aspect of Tr Pluto to our Venus (though for him and me it is interesting in particular as we have a natal square between those, well I experienced it years before, so did our composite, and his wife already has been through Tr Pluto square her Mercury-Venus, too, so he is the last to go through this).

Well I will have other transits to deal with next year (he probably has others, too, did not check. lol), I do remember that Tr Jupiter is going to be conjunct my Moon, but I think Tr Saturn will not yet be conjunct my Moon next year or if so it will be at the end of it, and eventually the Tr Saturn will conjunct my Moon and Tr Uranus will square it, but that might be due in 2022, don`t know. And obviously my pr Moon will be entering Scorpio in november 2020 or so, and then shortly after that conjunct my Uranus, so seems I will be less in a Pluto phase, but more so being dealing with Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus transits and progressions. 


"What if he follows you off the radar though? ("
Well, we will see. 



"I had said on another thread that I'm thinking of this full moon in terms of our self-concept and identity...shedding a light on how we perceive ourselves and how we might change that self-perception by confronting issues we didn't feel like confronting before. What memories and latent capabilities are there?
"
Good thought. 

Well I guess to me it means I am very much my own person, which makes me probably incabable of really relating to other people in a way of a 
"normal relationship". Of course I do relate to others still and I do think rather consistently and intensely, but just not in the way people might be used to, or expect. but who knows? maybe it is even different than I see it now. lol Open to any twists and turns at the moment. 

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Sept 27, 2020 2:02:35 GMT Ava said:

Some quotes about draconic:

1) "We have concluded that the Draconic chart can be categorised as karmic, spiritual and unconscious, with possible connections to reincarnation. It pinpoints those we draw close to us in our lifetimes, to resolve unconscious issues , which in turn connects to our state of physical and emotional health. It speaks less of free will than the basic natal chart." [bold mine]

www.astrologycosmobiology.com.au/articles/tutorial/draconic-chart.html

2) "Unlike the tropical zodiac of solar origin, the draconic zodiac responds to lunar symbolism and therefore expresses unconscious motivations that affect our daily life. Instead of representing psychological traits, it displays those recurrent emotional responses and inner impulses that we feel are beyond our control, which have to do with hereditary issues or early childhood experiences."

www.astrologicalassociation.com/students/draconic_astrology.php

3) "Draconic charts represent the higher self before it meets the physical body or personality, and through that, the flavor of astrology helps understanding in your higher and lower mind.
The higher mind is ruled by your draconic chart, and also the underlying layer to how you know yourself through your natal chart. Comparing the two is endlessly helpful in gaining a deeper understanding of your holistic self."

Link


I think part of what makes 2020 so extreme is the lunar nodes' squaring the draconic north node (0° Aries), creating "square" tension, where not only do we have Mars square Pluto but also, draconic Pluto squaring tropical Pluto and opposing tropical Mars. The draconic transits help illuminate why everything is not just bad, but critical.     

This is very helpful Ava, thank you.  I'll add the quotes as well as your explanations to the Draconic notes in Basic.

[Ava]

lumina

"Well I just looked the fullmooon chart up for my location; my natal Venus will be on the DESC partile. And the MC will be conjunct my IC by 10 minutes of orb. That is certainly interesting."

You have Venus square IC natally, and the full moon seems to highlight that. "Just because I seriously like you" (Cap Venus), "doesn't mean I want to live with you, hmph" (Aries IC).

"So just out of curiosity looking up the EVC for that for me. There are two conjunctions standing out. Mercury on 29 Scorpio conjunct Pluto on 00 Sag (0°51 a), and Mars conjunct Jupiter on 14 Aqua (0°23 a) - both of these are applying and will become exact in the fututre."

Have great ideas (Aqua Mars-Jupiter) and keep them to yourself (Scorpio Mercury-Pluto)? 

"So that partile Mars-Jupiter conjunction makes some sort of connection to the Mercury-Pluto-conjunction through the inclusion of the nodal axis, that is certianly interesting. For what ever that means. lol"

Please come back after the full moon and say something about your experience that fits this? Please. 

"...in the case of Moon-Chiron for me it is a sextile (3 degree orb though), it is obviously an aspect of "cooperation", and I am absolutely convinced that possibly if it had been a square, the expression and impact of that resonance would have been very very different."

Good point. I like your sextile there.  

"of course at the same time Tr Pluto will be square our composite Mars (exact peak on 25th november). Until literally the last day of the year. lol"

Good time for revealing the depth of your attraction by arguing or disappearing when you shouldn't. lol

"After that he will be left alone with Tr Pluto being conjunct his Venus for all next year."

This sounds like a really cold pronouncement. I guess I have nothing to add. Just pausing to reflect. 🙏🏻

"...then after another pause coming back in orb in august 2022 until mid december 2022, but not becoming exact anymore."

Towards the end of 2022, tr draco Pluto will be in Sag, hitting your ASC stellium, so his Venus won't be alone in the Plutonization. 

"I will be less in a Pluto phase, but more so being dealing with Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus transits and progressions."

Tr draco Pluto in Sag, 2022-2023. 

"Of course I do relate to others still and I do think rather consistently and intensely, but just not in the way people might be used to, or expect. but who knows? maybe it is even different than I see it now. lol Open to any twists and turns at the moment."

That's great, at least one of us is!

I have to watch and post notes on another video....be back later...

[lumina]

Ava





"You have Venus square IC natally, and the full moon seems to highlight that. "Just because I seriously like you" (Cap Venus), "doesn't mean I want to live with you, hmph" (Aries IC).
"

LOL That made me smile. This sounds very much like me, yes.

"

Have great ideas (Aqua Mars-Jupiter) and keep them to yourself (Scorpio Mercury-Pluto)?
"

Who knows? Maybe, or being very focused/ intense about energies? I remember last year when this happened in the EVC-synastry, MErcury conjunct Pluto, we had a very serious chat.





"Please come back after the full moon and say something about your experience that fits this? Please.
"

I will.



Well, a few days after the fullmoon, on 4th october, there will be a concert. At least I hope that it is going to happen. Not that anyone said it would not, but I am not trusting in anything at the current time to take place as planned,, so I will probably think it is going to get cancelled, until I am sitting there. I had the same feelings/ attitude about the concerts last months, and those did happen. So maybe chances are not that bad this will happen, too. Hopefully.







"Good point. I like your sextile there.
"

Yes, the sextile is okay.



"Good time for revealing the depth of your attraction by arguing or disappearing when you shouldn't. lol
"
LOL, yes, though in all honesty we are absolutely capable of doing that at any time, even without Uplanetary interference.  

Something that occurred to me with Pluto transits however is how sometimes it seems like things or people "disappear"  - temporarily - an apparent isolation from the world going on; but possibly it makes sense still, as Pluto of course is the God of the underworld, so of course he will operate from underneath, and for a certain time it seems like there is no connection anymore, and ust this isolation going on, but usually after a time Pluto will resurface again, usually having gone through the whole kathartic thing. Unlike with real isolation, it is not that there is nothing happening, it just happens first so deeply within that from the external view it seems that way. 


"This sounds like a really cold pronouncement."
Oh I didn`t mean it this way. ust our composite by then has been going through most of the Plutonic transits (to Venus, Nodes, Moon, Mars); they are over by the time, his very own Pluto transit of Venus will start.
Well Eventually Pluto will start to cross over our composite ASC on 1 Aqua of course. Tr Saturn on our ASC was oddly eventful, in a more quiet way of course, and actually very accurately timed. Well I think we will have one more pass of Saturn over our ASC, and our Draco composite Saturn is on 0 or 1 Aqua, too, so there is that. 

Anyway of course I will have transits, too, ust not Pluto to Venus, as I have already been through that. 

Well Tr Pluto will be semisquare my Jupiter, Neptune and NN at the same time as it will conjunct his Venus, and also hitting my Moon/Venus-mp and Jupiter/Neptune and Jupiter/NN-mp, so there is always something I guess. lol 



"Towards the end of 2022, tr draco Pluto will be in Sag, hitting your ASC stellium, so his Venus won't be alone in the Plutonization.
"
Yeah, that is interesting, but of course 2 years away. 

Well I noticed today that on sunday there will be transiting Moon conjunct Uranus (and Transiting Mars applying square Pluto - well that should be an interesting day, Moon-Uranus vs. Mars-Pluto. lol), anyway the Draco version of MOon-Uranus will fall onto my tropical MOon (Tr Uranus being ust maybe 5 minutes conjunct or so) and Tr Draco Neptune being on my tropical Sun (and MErcury). 

I just thought that was interesting, having Tr Draco Uranus and NEptune, overlaying both tropical luminaries. MIght be a tad weird?

Hmm, I just hope I am not getting a cold (not because of the astrology, but I ust had to sneeze, and it`s been very cold today. lol)
Obviously if getting a cold I will put myself into quarantine over the weekend and not attending any concert. 


"That's great, at least one of us is!
"
It ust seems that whenever I am really sure about something, the Universe has a way to show me that things are really very different. lol

[Ava]

Be back soon lumina , just want to get these notes down...

THE MOST IMPORTANT WEEK OF THE YEAR + Aries Full Moon Sept 27- Oct 3 2020 Astrology Horoscope



* Most important week as part of a truly important and rare astrological year. Astrologers have known this year would be big for many years. Nadiyah remembers attending a lecture where the lecturer was talking about 2020 about five years ago, and many people walked out of the room, they thought she was being too gloom-and-doom. However, her predictions came true.

* Pain, sadness, powerlessness. That is a reality of our existence. Manifestation and Law of Attraction...everyone gets some of that, harmonious transits and so on, being in Flow....but then along comes Saturn, Uranus, Chiron, Pluto...Neptune (sometimes you don't even realize Neptune in the moment, it's a fog)...and the Universe lets you know there's a plan beyond you. 

* Saturn-Pluto in Cap hasn't happened since the Protestant Reformation. A shift in our understanding of our relationship with God/Power and our worthiness. (We don't need intermediaries, we can read a sacred text for ourselves. That shift needed to happen so we could go one to learn more about ourselves and about the sky.)

* Part of the issue is, the very visceral nature of what's happening now. 

* This is a week of feeling vulnerable, exposed, and understanding the limits of our power. Mars Rx square Saturn stationary direct on Tuesday...Saturn at the height of its power squaring Mars...."reality bites"....a bitter pill to swallow. There is a sense of not being able to get what you want. The configuration asks you to be honest with yourself in a way that may not be comfortable.

* Thursday's full moon conjunct Chiron. It was Mars who shot Chiron. Confronting the reality that suffering exists and is just part of life makes us stronger ("immortal" like Chiron.) Buddha said life is suffering. Jesus embraced suffering as well, as the pathway to transcendence. Proving one's divinity through suffering. Reckoning with hardship enables us to become more wise.

* A sky like this will bring you humility and ground you, quick. Wounds we want to deny, and where they come from. Confronting that can make us feel most vulnerable especially if you have any planets around 25° or are a cardinal sign, you'll feel these energies even more. 

* "When faith is healthy, it questions itself." If we are lucky, questions will come. We'll realize where our faith is waning. (That's the only way to repair it, to have awareness first.) Venus trine Mars on Tuesday...Venus in Leo. Healthy ways of engaging ego: realizing we are worthy of taking action to move in a more positive direction. (Recommends The Road Less Traveled by M. Scott Peck.) Healthy ego manifests in self-love, even if you don't feel like it. Another lesson, love is honest. Sometimes that is part of what makes love hard. It's not being mean or critical....but expressing our true selves to people who really understand it can be part of this energy. 

* Mercury in Scorpio emphasizes heartfelt communication/ clarity of mind to reach the heart, too.  Venus in Virgo, finding love in the details. Seeing what love does when it's grounded. ("Faith without works is dead." Venus in Virgo invites us to explore that.)

* Pluto is slowing to a standstill and this energy is growing this week. Pluto stationary direct has its energies magnified while Saturn is magnified. Pluto at the same degree of the Saturn-Pluto conjunction back in January. Obsessiveness. Showing us where we are unwilling to accept those things we have no power over. Pluto is about authenticity and being "searingly" honest with yourself. Ground this in love and gentleness in how we speak to ourselves. 

* People are going to be really hard on themselves. Allow grace to come in. Live love and wisdom, that's the gift of this time.  This week is a catalyst, turning point, and crossroads where we need to confront ourselves (vulnerability), and that will show us the pathway to immortality (strength in the face of suffering) and wisdom. 

[lumina]

Ava

yes, to all of that. though not even in a bad way, which is curious. Lesson in humility learned? at least for the time being? Authenticity over anything else?(talking about myself btw)

[Ava]

lumina

"Something that occurred to me with Pluto transits however is how sometimes it seems like things or people "disappear" - temporarily - an apparent isolation from the world going on; but possibly it makes sense still, as Pluto of course is the God of the underworld, so of course he will operate from underneath, and for a certain time it seems like there is no connection anymore, and ust this isolation going on, but usually after a time Pluto will resurface again, usually having gone through the whole kathartic thing. Unlike with real isolation, it is not that there is nothing happening, it just happens first so deeply within that from the external view it seems that way."

I love it. I was thinking of something similar, relative to Scorpio, and the way relationships can keep resurfacing and surviving if there is a heavy Scorpio emphasis...because it doesn't necessarily regard endings as endings, but a call for transformation, or summoning the phoenix from the ashes, again.


"This sounds like a really cold pronouncement."
Oh I didn`t mean it this way."

I know, I was just being silly.

"Well Eventually Pluto will start to cross over our composite ASC on 1 Aqua of course."

I'm so curious to know how that plays out.

"I just thought that was interesting, having Tr Draco Uranus and NEptune, overlaying both tropical luminaries. MIght be a tad weird?"

Well these are kinda long-term, but set off by transiting moon...not really sure. Neptune transits might indicate feeling suspended in total uncertainty (it's been like that with tr Neptune on my moon, anyway); Uranus on your moon could be extra magical, honestly maybe some power there. But if the tropical moon is in Taurus, well moon-Uranus trine your Venus, just seems comfortable and restful or something.

"It ust seems that whenever I am really sure about something, the Universe has a way to show me that things are really very different. lol"

Yeah. Maybe that's the way it picks on people with prominent Neptune/Pisces/12H, it's like a neverending tour of the complexity and elusiveness of everything. Part of my mind is always on that Willy-Wonka type of boat ride. I'm not sure if it's supposed to be there or not.

[lumina]

Hi Ava


".because it doesn't necessarily regard endings as endings, but a call for transformation, or summoning the phoenix from the ashes, again.
"
Yes. I`ve often felt that in my life, emotionally in particular, like there are these cyclic kathartic experiences. Like I`ve experienced so many emotional rebirths in my life, it almost feels like a cleansing process. Just weird. But then again, maybe not so, I mean I have Venus square Pluto,a nd Pluto is angular, so maybe that is how I experience it. 
oh and Venus is on the East point or how it is called. 







"I'm so curious to know how that plays out.

Me, too. Like always I am not even sure I will even be in contact with him then, but then again, it is difficult to imagine a time when we wouldn`t cross paths at least now and then. 

Actually it is quite some time until then, as Pluto is going to spend a lot of time at the end of Capricorn, always going back and forth on P`s Venus and then back and forth opposing his Juno. 

And even when dipping into Aqua and coming into one degree orb to our ASC, it will not perfect the conjunction, but pull back again for another round at the end of Capricorn, so the first time it will exactly hit will be in march 2024 (and will be in orb for almost all year of 2024, and then after a short dip back into Cappy, come back again at the end of that year), But anyway it is a long time until then. 



Well these are kinda long-term,
Yes of course.

"but set off by transiting moon...not really sure. "
Me neither, I just thought it was interesting, esp. since Uranus is my Moon dispositor and acutally my Draco Uranus on 21 Aqua is widely conjunct my tropical MOon at 17 Aqua.


Neptune transits might indicate feeling suspended in total uncertainty (it's been like that with tr Neptune on my moon, anyway); Uranus on your moon could be extra magical, honestly maybe some power there. But if the tropical moon is in Taurus, well moon-Uranus trine your Venus, just seems comfortable and restful or something.


that would actually be nice I think. Tr Moon Uranus also opposes our composite URanus (at least roughly, not yet partile, but close enough for me to pay attentionl) and pr composite Mars and squaring pr composite Sun. We are not in the most peacefully balanced period I suppose. laughter






Yeah. Maybe that's the way it picks on people with prominent Neptune/Pisces/12H, it's like a neverending tour of the complexity and elusiveness of everything. Part of my mind is always on that Willy-Wonka type of boat ride. I'm not sure if it's supposed to be there or not.

Yes absolutely and exactly like that! But if being honest, I guess I wouldn`t want to have it any other way. There is nothing more depressing to me than if things are always the same, stagnant and if there is nothing left to think about or figure out. I need my emotional puzzles! LOL And the twists and turns and new realizations at every turn. I guess my personal hell would be boredom. lol 

[anela]

So, the President and his wife have Covid, and so do a number of people who were around them. I don't feel happy about it, I've been feeling angry (tonight), because this is what it took to get his supporters to take it seriously (if that will even happen). Someone said that the garden party type thing they held, for the Handmaid's Tale potential justice, is one of the hot spots linked to. They were also an hour away from me, at the debate on Tuesday.

I was actually feeling okay on Tuesday, and half-watching Rizzoli and Isles (which I've never really paid attention to, but mum liked it - I've really been missing her). I was ready for October, ready to get this over and done with, and I want to try to get some enjoyment out of the month, and Halloween. Then the disastrous debate happened, and I didn't sleep well, or much. I had a russian doll type of dream, in which I kept thinking I'd woken up, and was trying to move, only to find that I was still dreaming, each time. It was so weird, and I was crabby on Wednesday. Feeling depressed then, and on Thursday, after another bad sleep. I didn't want to get up, and then I remembered the full moon.

Thanks for the kind words. I wasn't looking for anyone to say anything, it's just one of those feelings that comes and goes. <3