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Post by lumina on Nov 15, 2020 16:14:22 GMT
Ava sometimes life can be so unfair. It`s just so sad.
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Post by anela on Nov 15, 2020 22:14:06 GMT
Ava I'm not quoting, but if that has anything to do with what I said earlier, it wasn't anything personal towards you. I emailed you, trying to explain what I meant. I do feel the same way, though - what you said about Jupiter opposed Pluto. I feel exactly the same. I hardly ever seem to be able to communicate properly now, no matter who I'm talking with. Maybe I should wait until I'm not feeling emotional - I've been tired and grouchy since the middle of the week, and I just couldn't wake up over the last couple of days. Then last night, I couldn't sleep. I'm not angry with anyone, and nobody has offended me, I'm just trying to figure out how to deal with certain things, without disappearing. I don't know if that's selfish of me, too. Am I making any sense? I have to go, I was supposed to have left the house by now. I'll email you later.
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Post by Ava on Nov 15, 2020 23:10:15 GMT
anela, not really...what you said is only indirectly connected to what I said here. It reminded me of it. There are others who left while accusing me, and that was very WTF. This, not so much. It's more understandable, because you are not saying, "You should have been there for me" when I actually WAS there. Like, who is even around more? But it means nothing to some people.
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Post by anela on Nov 20, 2020 5:26:13 GMT
anela , not really...what you said is only indirectly connected to what I said here. It reminded me of it. There are others who left while accusing me, and that was very WTF. This, not so much. It's more understandable, because you are not saying, "You should have been there for me" when I actually WAS there. Like, who is even around more? But it means nothing to some people. I can understand that, because I kind of feel the same way. I was just thinking the other night, that my life may be a mess in ways, I may have my issues, but I have my integrity, my character. I'm a good friend, and I always stand up for what I believe in. I used to be hesitant to say anything, unless I was forced to argue, and now I'm the total opposite, but I am still fair. My friend Kelli said that she always told her friends on facebook, to not attack me if I disagreed with anything that was posted on her page, because I would only say something if it was important. Me, standing up for or against something, was a big deal, because she knew that I'm generally quiet, and don't like to argue about anything. Some see Jupiter opposite Pluto as totalitarian, but I think we try to find a balance - we know how bad things could get, even if we disagree completely, and I am not afraid to admit that I'm wrong, if I end up being so - I don't think that you are, either. I have Saturn square Pluto, too. I keep meaning to email you again, but I've been distracted, and feeling quieter, for the most part.
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