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Post by Ava on May 27, 2019 14:06:04 GMT
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Off topic, talking about eclipses and death
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Post by lumina on May 27, 2019 15:53:55 GMT
Ava"I agree. But I also think it's justified to be wary of eclipses or just reverent and maybe spiritually prepared. (?) " Yes, absolutely! I do not meant to downplay them. They are HUGE events, just like the lunar phases and also the nodal transits to itself as you noticed. They are also known as entry- and exit-points. It is certianly not a coincidence that more souls pass over during eclipse season. That does not mean however that everyone dies of course, but usually, metaphorically speaking, something "dies" or "gets born", there is a huge shift esp. if the eclipses are hitting our natals. Ema Kurent is going on a bit about it, I think she bases her predictions really on eclipses even before anything else. astrologyrestored.com/2015/07/25/times-of-change-and-how-to-predict-them-by-ema-kurent/well actually my brother got married the day after the total solar eclipse in 2017. It makes sense though, to me it is logical, as he has a quarter Moon in his chart and his wife a fullmoon. Of course they would get married during a really mportant celestial event. lol "The line between us and them ought not to be some gaping chasm but more subtle and even communicative. " A very beautiful way to see it and I agree. Tr Node square natal Node is extremely important. It is not always announcing a death of course, but if the time is ripe (whatever that means, unfortunately the universe seems to have its own idea about when the time has come, which to us often seems extremely untimely), it can. It is a crisis point, a decision. Stay or go. Sometimes we do not really seem to have a choice. I remember the time very vividly when Tr NOde was squaring my natal Node. Tr NOde was on 10 Virgo then, since the nodes move backwards, it means it was a 1st quarter square, since the nodes move from Sag over Virgo to Gemini. One of my actions that day was to basically cut off 2 thirds of my facebook friends and re-structure it totally. Tabula rasa, almost. I just had that strong strong strong feeling (even though I was very mad with P too at that time, but then, what is new? lol), I needed to make "space" for something, that there would be a big shift and somehow my social surroundings would change and I would change my way. WEll I expected to become even more isolated, with Tr Saturn on my Neptune-NN I believe, or maybe I mix up the years. lol I couldn`t have fathomed so HOW much it all would change. Oh I think around that time I left LL too, at least the first time, and then I came back for a while because you were still there, though it was even back then clear to me that I wouldn`t stay very much longer, and I didn`t. lol So in my case I luckily didn`t die, but a part of my life, my thought patterns, my attitude, my behaviour did, but making place for something more "tangible" somehow. I mean that was just a month before the first workshop, and that one took me completely by surprise, actually even more so than the workshop on its own, I do remember standing with my aquaintance up on the stairs, talking to the pianist, and P was sitting on a bench down the stairs, going through his notes, and looking up, and just the way he looked at me, there was just something undefinable (well I possibly could define it but I do not want to. lol). Of course that happened pretty much after my cutting-off-session, which also left the door wide open for him, to leave my life for good. Apparently he didn`t. The universe is rather persistent in keeping us around each other. But maybe I should have expected that, after all the transiting Node, that was squaring my own nodes, was conjunct his Mars-Jupiter exactly. lol As if there ever was the option of fading away! "eclipses on that person's nodes presaged the loss of a parent. " It does make sense though. I know that Noel tyl also associates the nodes with the mother/ maternal principle, while I wouldn`t go so far, I think it might relate to our heritage, family, also soulfamily, emotional bonds, so the change could affect our biological family as well as some emotional things, or anything like that. I" I mean, the 20° Cancer solar eclipse last year was right on my comp ASC-Mars-Juno with my husband, and I thought we would divorce. " Which would have been a death, too! The death of your marriage! Definitely a huge shift, and while you didn`t divorce, the shift is still there, on an internal level you did divorce him or the idea of your marriage to a great deal.
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Post by Ava on May 27, 2019 19:09:35 GMT
Thank you lumina , Excellent article, a real gem. I will have to study with it and practice and see what I see. edit - more going off topic
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Post by lumina on May 28, 2019 11:00:41 GMT
Ava"Excellent article, a real gem. I will have to study with it and practice and see what I see. " Yes, it is a really good one, and I will have to re-study it and apply it. "Well, actually, not exactly sure what that eclipse on my comp ASC configuration meant. I guess I'm still straining to see what everything is. Probably the Saturn-Pluto conjunction next year on our DSC will bring a sense of clarity and link back into that eclipse. " Yes sounds realistic. "Penumbral LUNAR Eclipse 2020 January 10 14:21:10 20 Cancer 00 " Hmm on my natal Vertex and Sun/Moon-mp and opposing our composite Moon on 22°52 Cap. FOy! Look at MARS! " LOL On your Venus! And for me it means I will actually jsut have had a Mars-Return (5 Sag), and of course it is conjunct my ASC - better go into hiding then. " Speaking of nodes and squares, that moon squares my nodes. " and opposes my Moon. ugh. funny enough Tr Moon was around there for the first workshop, too, and of course last august when we met there was a solar eclipse right there. Maybe I need to keep a mental note of the oppositions to my Moon. Oh and of course just 2 months prior I will ahve ahd a fullmoon in my tertiaries with Sun on that degree.
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Post by lumina on May 28, 2019 11:06:25 GMT
"Thank you for your tr node square natal node story, these "anecdotes" are so valuable for illustrating how certain tendencies are amplified." Yes, btw the night P was giving me back my caketin with that monologue from stage. lol he was having Tr NN conjunct natal NN exact, I mean that nodal Return happened for him precisely in that hour following this! lol Well his natal NN is trine my Vesta and sextile my Uranus with 1 minute or so, so I was having these transits as well. "15.46 Scorpio, my pr NN 15.14 Leo, SR NN, direct 15.47 Cap, SR sun 15.03 Cap, SR Venus" Well it was an extremely meaningful year. "Then of course this year had an eclipse there @ 15 Cap and soon tr SN will be there. Maybe it will all form a cohesive picture, with all the puzzle pieces forming one grand shape, several years from now. We'll have to keep the thread alive, of course. The picture is not fully formed. Or if it is, I just want to let the confusion linger a bit longer before deeming the whole episode finished." Agreed.
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Post by lumina on May 28, 2019 16:46:32 GMT
Avajust had the idea, making an EVC after doing something very random, not really significant, but not totally usual for me. It is also just an EVC for me, this is not really about any connecting with P, though I did post something on his site (but as response to someone else who had responded to a thread there). But in doing so, I just felt like: "Can I even post this?" There was no second agenda involved, just acting on the associations of another person that triggered this association in me, and since she did not know the song I was referring to, I linked it. But then after doing that, it felt a little, uoh, that is like the cheesiest song ever. LOL HOpefully noone will think I was implying anything with it. lol But I had to laugh seeing the EVC, esp. after thinking: "I can`t really post such a cheesy song on his site, even if it is just to show it to another member". But honestly what better day to post something really cheesy than with that Stellium? ROFL (HOpefully HE won`t think I was implying anything here - I mean I coincidentally posted it with ASC conjunct his NN, Moon on his ASC exact, the exact transiting Juno-NN conjunction equally exact on his pr Juno. Uoh I really did n`t mean to say anything with that, did I? Well Tr MC also exact conjunct his Draco Pluto with no orb, while Tr Sun was transiting our DRaco composite Sun and that moment was exact on my Draco Moon on 6 gemini and conjunct my DESC - I really did NOT mean to infer anything there, even with the Tr MC being on the Sabian: A Finger Pointing To A Line In An Open Book) Anyway so that was my EVC I don`t think he will read it as some sort of hidden message though, probably just figure out that I am having bad taste in music. LOL For even KNOWING that song. Truth be granted I probably was only reminded of it cause it played on the radio this morning, and somewhen last week and is grating on my nerves. lol
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Post by Ava on May 29, 2019 12:35:01 GMT
Ahem, lumina . Pisces does not equal cheese. Or, if it does, it's the fine, spiritually-evolved cheese. Nothing to have second thoughts about. (But what song DID you send, by the way?!) Cap is the cheese capital of the zodiac, so I think your EVC Nep there and the way it's aspected, ruling the Pisces stellium, is the culprit. My cheesiness detective work is finished here, I think. Edit - deleted post below
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Post by lumina on May 29, 2019 12:45:58 GMT
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Post by lumina on May 29, 2019 13:42:02 GMT
Very interesting how history presents you with a similiar energy again. Well I had that strong feeling last year, esp. when being in that same location as years ago, twice last year actually, and seeing P (think he had not seen me already), but last year I made a different decision as opposed to the years before. Hopefully breaking a karmic cycle by doing so, intersting that I was presented with a doppelganger situation twice. Now, if you will make the same decision as in the 90`s, you should be sure it is really what you want, and if you cut off communication, you should be certain that this will bring you peace of mind. I ahve the feeling you will not get another gateway to reopen communication lines. If you cut him off now, this will be it. Just a hunch I have. Just like I felt, if I just pass P by without acknowledging him, this will be it. It would be just a seemingly insignmificant inactivity on my part, but it would decide the whole future. Sometimes I get these weird feelings as if a minor deed might just hide a real crossroad. I think you are at a crossroad, too. And just wanted to say, choose wisely (meaning, what brings you peace of mind, REAL peace, not a facade of it. Can you really let it and him go, down to the deepest level of your being? If you cut communication, will that mean it is also emotionally over for you? You know the easy questions. ) However, if the communication puts you under so much pressure, then maybe it`s best to let it go. Though personally I would opt for not just fading away, but explaining why you do.
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Post by lumina on May 29, 2019 14:25:10 GMT
Btw i think a certain pattern of connecting and disconnecting ist even healthy so we do Not Fall into codependency
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Post by lumina on May 29, 2019 16:58:20 GMT
Ava so I was mapping the EVC`s of the two "mirror-events" of last year back to the transits of the original "mess-up". Not just looking for the same planets occurring, but honestly, I think that actually P`s interconnectedness with those was stronger than my own; actually in particular one or two constellations re-occurring at the coffee-date in his EVC really blew my mind. lol In both events we bumped into each other coincidentally in the same town, just once on a parking place, the other time on a street in front of a cafe, not far away from the original "meeting-point". In the first occasion I was just passing him by pretending not to have recognized him, though I think we both clearly did, and we had met just a few weeks prior, so unlikely he did not recognize me. Well I was just overwhelmed and startled (my EVC had a Venus-Mars-conjunction that day on his Draco ASC. lol); in the second occasion last year I had already passed him by by a few steps and then made the decision to turn back round, take a few steps and just saying "Hello" and then walk my way. Anyway for my Transit-EVC-mapping we have: Tr Sun conjunct Uranus (just 5 minutes of orb) from 2-1 Leo - right on our composite DESC Tr MOon conjunct Juno (also 5 minutes of orb) on 16 Aries - opposing our composite Pluto (and on my DRaco Sun) Tr Satunr conunct Karma from 6-8 Virgo Tr Juno conjunct Ceres from 14-13 Sag Only one of the same planets: Tr Jupiter conjunct Jupiter, not exactly though; from 15-12 Cap, not sure when it came into exact alignment, but that was interesting, also since P had his EVC ASC on 14 Cap that moment. Also, I like Jupiter for this kind of karmic-mapping up. BTW the first small re-connection-step happened between us when Tr Jupiter was exactly opposite our first meeting Jupiter, which fell onto our composite Moon. Also Tr Jupiter in Cancer was great for "coming back into connection". lol ---------------------------- for him Tr Sun conjunct Vertex on 2 Leo - also on our composite DESC - well of course his EVC Vertex is on 2 Leo rather frequently, so there might be a more frequent "opening", however it is only since last year that my EVC Uranus is on 2 Leo, too, it is there again actually. lol Tr Sun opposing Neptune on 3 Aquarius - possibly a lot of confusion going on. lol Tr Venus opposite Uranus 14 Leo - 12 Aqua Tr Jupiter ocnunct ASC on 15-14 Cap (important because my EVC Jupiter was there I think) Tr Pluto opposite Ceres from 29 Sag - 27 Gemini Tr Pallas nearing EVC Pallas, but very widely so: 25 Taurus - 20 Taurus But these here were the ones that got my attention Tr Moon opposite Moon: 16 Aries - 16 Libra (so his EVC Moon was on our composite Pluto, and opposing my Draco Sun) Probably that happens once a month, but at that time my EVC Juno was in play there on 16 Aries, too And this one is really shocking! Tr NN conjunct SN with just 2 minutes of orb on 18 Aqua Wow! Back then it was definitely part of where we or he was meant to develop, the Tr NN and last year this described something from the past coming back. Also of course 18 Aqua is in between my Moon on 17 Aqua and Atropos on 19 Aqua. Tr Chiron conjunct SN on 19 - 18 Aqua Well our first meeting chart has an exact conjunction of Chiron and NN on 21 Aquarius, so there is that. But seriously that events NN right on his EVC SN - as if it was time to get to tackle something from the past. Also when we first met my pr Mercury and pr Venus was on 17 and 18 Aquarius.
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Post by lumina on May 29, 2019 17:14:52 GMT
as for the second mirror-event. Well the first happened after a concert, I was being paranoid, and while he was on stage, packing his things, and actually looking at me, out of my paranoia, I managed to turn around and walk out of the door and down the stairs, and staying away for several months.
Last year, there was a concert taking place in the exact same room of that location (these were the only times I ever was to that location, and they announced last year it is going to get closed, so I will never return there again either, it was just there for the bookends of this little story I guess).
Anyway I had already been out of the room and downstairs, when I (and some new aquaintances - but I was the one doing the decision for once) decided to walk back upstairs and when I stepped back into the room again, I got major goosebumps, it was like for a moment I could see me as a double image, the version of me who walked out 7 years prior, and the present one of 2018 who was walking in, it was almost as if I could shake hands with my double. lol
Lol anyway I walked in and P very quickly noticed, and basically we tried to get to each other on the direct way, but had to realize that there were several rows of chairs dividing us. lol Anyway, he was still greeting me, over 2 rows of chairs, and telling me to not go away but wait, as he did not have time right away, but he would come back to me. ERm, I had not asked anything of him, but of course I waited, well he had then tried to get to me to talk to me, but was prevented, no not by his wife for once, but by his new (now) assistant who tried to make him drink something with her, and he was evading her attempts to pressure him to sit with her and her friends, and finally giving up and returning to stage, where he was once more packing up things. Well he had been casting me a glance before, but obviously there was no way he could get to me without being held up, and I of course realized how this was a twin-situation to the one many years before, where he was also on stage packing up things (cause he had to clear the room), but unlike back then, this time, I just said to myself: "Well if he doesn`t come to me, I will come to him." and walked up to stage, and despite him being so busy as he had told the others, he had time enough for a chat with me. It was of course nothing hugely important, but I found it hilarious, how I seemed to have traced back all the steps I did years before, but into the other direction, towards him, instead of away from him.
Anyway my astropicture:
Tr Sun conjunct Mars on 9 Cap exact (I wonder if the coming solar eclipse will bring up something surrounding this) Tr MOon conuunct Chiron 7 - 9 Aries Tr Moon conjunct SN 7-6 Aries - obviously I was readdressing an emotional issue Tr Pluto conjunct Vesta 7-6 Cap
- yeah when I walked out of him there had been a Sun-Pluto-conjunction squaring Moon, which squared/ opposed my natal Pluto, obviously I couldn`t handle this
his astropicture
Tr Venus conjunct URanus and MC 13-12-14 Aqua Tr NN conjunct Venus widely from 13-16 Sag Tr Pallas conjunct SN on 16 Aquarius and on our composite Pallas! I guess he noticed the pattern, too. lol Tr Vesta conjunct Vesta 4-7 Pisces (our composite Vesta on 2 PIsces, our pr composite Venus around 7 Pisces I think)
Well as for the same planetary aspects if I recall it rightly we had
1st. mirror-event ------------------ Tr Jupiter conjunct my EVC Jupiter (though not exact) Tr Moon opposite his EVC Moon Tr NN conjunct his EVC SN
2nd mirror-event ------------------ Tr Vesta conjunct his EVC Vesta
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Post by lumina on May 29, 2019 17:15:39 GMT
Have you already tried out the Draco-alignments?
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Post by Ava on May 29, 2019 20:32:09 GMT
I like that you formulated that into a concept so immediately: mirror events. Or is that a preexisting concept that's used in astrology? For both of us, there is Jupiter mirroring (EVC + transit). Well I like that: "Here you go, same thing again, what have you learned, what will you do differently this time?" edit Have you already tried out the Draco-alignments? Ha, I didn't feel like it at first but this is funny... 5 Aries, our draco comp sun 5 Aries, tr draco Mars back then 7 Aries, my draco EVC sun now 7 Cap, my draco EVC Mars now 8 Cancer, tr tropical Mars now FUNNIER My draco EVC back then: 15 Cancer sun 15 Cap Mars 14 Aries Pluto Ohh these mischievous cardinal planets, they always want to overdo it when Mars comes to play. Ooo speaking of Aquarius (again and again) His current draco EVC 17 Aqua sun 18 Aqua Venus 18 Aqua Neptune 18 Aqua >>> transiting sun last night My current draco EVC has 16 Aqua Uranus (on his draco sun), and tr draco @ 16 Cap Uranus is on MY sun (tropical), so maybe that's another reason for the impulsiveness? It's almost tedious to think I'll have to start checking draco EVC synastry with EVC transits. Like, can the Meaning please have a Dead End someplace, so I can stop looking at charts? Well at least nothing happened. All's well that ends well. Pls don't quote
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Post by Ava on May 30, 2019 15:17:31 GMT
His current draco EVC 17 Aqua sun 18 Aqua Venus 18 Aqua Neptune 18 Aqua >>> transiting sun last night It was my turn to write, but seeing that, I half-wondered if I'd hear from him out of the blue. And yes. His location, tr Venus conjunct IC @ 17 Taurus exactly opp our comp sun, square all that you see above. My draco EVC with email time (his location) has 17 Aqua IC conjunct Uranus. Just small talk, but it's fun to explore prediction methods.
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Post by lumina on May 30, 2019 17:25:47 GMT
Ava"I like that you formulated that into a concept so immediately: mirror events. Or is that a preexisting concept that's used in astrology? " Not that I know of. It just felt right. "Well I like that: "Here you go, same thing again, what have you learned, what will you do differently this time?" " Yes, exactly. "Re: my Jupiter in Aqua situation...Aqua the sign of friendship. " That makes sense. Well for me Jupiter in Cap. "But, boys will be boys, HYPNOTIC boys will be hypnotic boys, and I just couldn't get my mind organized. " LOL yes "Maybe now I can. I have ASC-Jupiter in Sag in my SR this year. Learning independence. " Yes, maybe you can. There is not just independence, there is expansion here, broadening of horizons, understanding the meaning maybe, too. " Aries, our draco comp sun 5 Aries, tr draco Mars back then 7 Aries, my draco EVC sun now 7 Cap, my draco EVC Mars now 8 Cancer, tr tropical Mars now " Wow! "15 Cancer sun 15 Cap Mars 14 Aries Pluto Ohh these mischievous cardinal planets, they always want to overdo it when Mars comes to play. " Jeez! Yes! "17 Aqua sun 18 Aqua Venus 18 Aqua Neptune 18 Aqua >>> transiting sun last night " That is really big, and with your DRaco EVC having Uranus there, yes, definitely a factor. "It's almost tedious to think I'll have to start checking draco EVC synastry with EVC transits. " Wich is why I haven`T done it. lol
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Post by lumina on May 30, 2019 17:28:03 GMT
Just small talk, but it's fun to explore prediction methods. It is, and that is too great! I mean it is so fitting with the Uranus and the angle involved, too! And all on my Moon, I feel flattered. lol Hmm, talking about synchronicities, I do not think anything will happen today, but I was woken up by Elvis again, and haven`t heard him sing on the radio for a few weeks now. It used to herald something.... though lately he has settled on presenting "Devil in disguise". Not sure this is a good sign. LOL
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Post by lumina on May 30, 2019 18:25:47 GMT
Avaa new - most random - EVC. this is for saturday. Nothing special is supposed to happen on saturday, but I thought I`d post the EVC in advance anyway, welll I guess it does not look too special either. Though I am currently fond of the Pisces stellium, nicely dreamy. Can we predict the kind of randomness?
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Post by Ava on May 30, 2019 21:53:51 GMT
lumina Thanks for your thoughts. Astrology would be no fun just talking to myself, lol. I'm not familiar with "Devil in Disguise," never really listened to it. Seems like an overstatement and distortion. Everyone knows the devil is male, first of all. That EVC kite is curious but I really am at a loss to make any guesses. What caught my eye is your EVC NN around 0° Libra. The overlapping EVC points are intriguing but I'm tired at the moment and feel frustrated about the strangeness of your regular EVC Pisces stellium overlapping the draco EVC Pisces stellium. I guess that is just a freaky coincidence. Do you feel extra, EXTRA Piscean? You don't seem to be acting any different. EVC Jupiter-Neptune = draco EVC Neptune-Uranus. On comp ASC/DSC axis with P. Hmm, maybe that's one thing that keeps the fascination going strong, your long-term EVC Jupiter-Neptune on comp ASC. No idea what to make of Saturday. Well your draco EVC has a perfect yod with 6H Saturn at the apex and the sun and Juno as the base planets. Maybe you won't just find someone good and get married this weekend. Ha, but really, that looks kinda mellow. I hope it doesn't indicate hardship. More to say but I have to run for now.
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Post by lumina on May 31, 2019 11:41:22 GMT
Ava"Thanks for your thoughts. Astrology would be no fun just talking to myself, lol. " Same here. "I'm not familiar with "Devil in Disguise," never really listened to it. Seems like an overstatement and distortion" It is. Not a song I would want anyone to sing to me, though despite the lyrics I like the music. ". Everyone knows the devil is male, first of all. " Not in my story! LOL Years ago I was writing a fanfiction story about Jesus Christ Superstar (mostly based on the film with Jerome Pradon and Glenn Carter), and Luzie definitely was a woman. Actually the writing process was kind of cool, I was so surprised when the twist was being revealed to me. I did not see it coming, and I was the freaking author!! lol Well one character in particular (whom I ahd mistakenly thought to be a minor character, how wrong I was!) refused to talk to me for a long time (I had the habit taking walks and let the figures "talk" to me), I think he didn`t like me in particular, I think at some point he said to me that I was "quite a slow-witted little girl". lol And nope, it was not Luzie, nor Judas nor Jesus, in that story, being such an arrogant ass to the creator of that story. Or actually I guess I was not so much the creator but just picking up on something that was floating around in the ether. "That EVC kite is curious but I really am at a loss to make any guesses. " Just noticing it myself. lol You are right, only tomorrow the Moon will be in the position to make a Kite. Well I do have the triangle with Pluto-Uranus-Jupiter and Neptune by a bit, of course, but that is a longer lasting thing. Now I wonder if it is activating if a personal planet hits one of the corner, even if not in a Kite. Cause I remember that during the last weekend I saw P, his EVC Mars was conjunct my EVC Uranus. Oh and now i just see for the time I spoke with him after the Wallace-performance my EVC Moon was on 4 Aries, EVC Uranus on 2 Leo, EVC Jupiter on 2 Aqua, EVC Pluto on 1 Sag and his EVC Mars on 2 Leo. Well it was not exact of course, but my EVC Moon must have been in the exact position a few hours before, possibly during the performance? HOw curious, I never even was aware of that! " I'm tired at the moment and feel frustrated about the strangeness of your regular EVC Pisces stellium overlapping the draco EVC Pisces stellium." I know what you mean, I feel the same. "guess that is just a freaky coincidence." No, not really, that is what always happens if the EVC Node comes up on 00 Aries or 00 Libra, the tropical and Draco EVC will mirror each other. It is like when you have natal NN on 00 Aries, then your tropical and Draco charts are the same. when we are dealing with composite, they could come up as conjunctions or oppositions, as the composite deals with the factor 2. In this instance interestingly there seems to be more of an overlapping factor than a polarizing one. Pretty sure that has to do with the transits, for example transiting Draco Mars is conjunct my natal Draco Mrs, and both are in Pisces, hence the nearest midpoint is in Pisces not in Virgo. Well this occurrence of tropical and Draco being the same is also called the: "You get what you see" phenomeneon; like where you meant to go (Draco) is where you are (Tropical), for me and you it is of course a temporary thing, just for a specific timeframe, maybe if that happens it is like a gateway to be more easily accessing both levels at once, the tropical and the Draco one, the factor of "destiny" (in terms of pulling you where you are meant to go - NN) operating very transparently on the everyday level (tropical). "Do you feel extra, EXTRA Piscean?" I do. Well I am of course a Neptunian character anyway with Neptune on my ASC. and Jupiter in Pisces dispositing so many of my personal planets. But that feeling of "psychic electricity" that seems to be around me constantly might be a manifestation of this. Well I always now and then access this, but currently it seems to be "on" pretty much all the time, maybe with the exception of some hours in between, but that stream is just being there. Also I tend to just float around honestly speaking, and feel like I am neglecting my job too or just doing it halfheartedly, at least not feeling too much like being organization, spending more time encouraging the kids to get creative, and of course live from theatre experience to the next, or readings. But then again this year`s Solar Return has Psyche conjunct my Sun with exactly one degree. Actually that means that my SR Psyche is only 6 minutes off P`s Sun, too. lol Well he of course also has the Sun-Psyche-conjunction in his SR, just with Psyche already on 27 Sag, exact on his natal Sun/Moon-mp, still conjunct my Sun but with a bit more than 1 degree. Wonder if he is specifically weirded out by me this year. lol Well we do have a strong telepathic/Psychic/intuitive link anyway with the Mercury-Neptune-conjunctions, the Pallas-Psyche//Psyche-conjunction, electrified by the square to his Uranus, dispositing both Psyches natally, and of course there is my Mercury on his angular Sun-Moon, his Mercury as I meantioned on my Neptune-NN-ASC, and sextile Pluto. Hmm of course that means that SR Psyche is also conjunct his Moon this year. And SR Pallas exact trine my Moon (and Karma - a perfect Grand trine). Maybe it is a bit much of this currently. lol But this is of cours ejust an undercurrent, nothing tangible, maybe not even real. "EVC Jupiter-Neptune = draco EVC Neptune-Uranus. On comp ASC/DSC axis with P. Hmm, maybe that's one thing that keeps the fascination going strong, your long-term EVC Jupiter-Neptune on comp ASC. " Interesting observation. Yes, well Jupiter-Neptune-Uranus, though Neptune is still in Capricorn (in tropical eVC at least. lol), I kind of like that though, esp. that Jupiter is part of it as well. I checked and the EVC Uranus really started to conjunct our composite ASC only from last year on, and will move on at the end of the year of course. P actually had that happen some years before, and I had to laugh a little as his EVC URanus was on our composite ASC exact (same degree, not exact to the minute though), when I was "re-connecting" with him, just one small step and chat, but it struck me even back then how "relieved" he seemed to be, and at the same time as if he had been waiting for it but was also completely amazed/ surprised. But of course around that time he also got his girlfriend pregnant. lol You know the story. his EVC Neptune was then on composite ASC around the time 3 years ago. "Well your draco EVC has a perfect yod with 6H Saturn at the apex and the sun and Juno as the base planets. Maybe you won't just find someone good and get married this weekend. " Haha, lol. Well actually natally my Juno-Saturn-trine is the most exact aspect in my chart (1 minute of orb). and my natal Juno is on 16°58 Pisces and natal SAturn on 16°57 Cancer (widely conjunct Vertex on 21°28 Cancer, Eros on 20°59 Cancer and of course the Sun/Moon-mp on 21°32 Capricorn-Cancer, too) It is funny but it seems like Tr Venus is applying to 20 and then 22 Taurus, and that is where P and my composite Juno is on 22 Taurus, trine our composite Moon on 22 Cap and sextile composite Ceres on 23 Pisces. and our draco composite Jupiter is on 19°55 Taurus, hmm on his Draco Pluto exact as I just realize. Of course it means that transiting Venus is conjunct his draco Pluto as well. But I get distracted "Ha, but really, that looks kinda mellow. I hope it doesn't indicate hardship. " Hoping so, too. Mellow sounds nice to me.
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