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Post by Deleted on Aug 4, 2017 2:54:27 GMT
My moon is a skipped step so anything hitting my nose square my moon by 2 degrees.
But my sun square Pluto conjunct saturn and I have saturn opp Chiron so I guess that's more hurtful
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Post by Violets on Aug 4, 2017 4:41:55 GMT
Yikes. Yeah, I would think that would be hard.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 5, 2017 0:21:45 GMT
So I've endlessly talked about my t.Saturn conjunct IC transit on here.. Astro.com says (to paraphrase) that in the "time before" this conjunction, absolutely nothing in life would be going my way. Every venture would topple, I would feel particularly unlucky and unfavored with the Universe, ventures would go awry, etc.. Well, to be honest, before the orb starting closing in on this conjunction, I felt incredibly lucky! Everything was going my way. 2016 was the best year of my life and I felt like some favored child of fate. But NOW everything blows, all of the past few years of hard work seems like its all turned to ashes. No fruit has yielded in spite of the labor. It's really demoralizing, though my personal life is good. Then I started thinking about this transit in a different way... transiting Saturn OPPOSITE THE MIDHEAVEN. Now it makes sense. Of course all my professional ventures and aspirations are being lit on fire by the pyromaniac that is fate right now. Every time t. Saturn has opposed a sensitive, natal point for me, something incredibly disappointing has ALWAYS happened. So of course this phase of my life is now occurring. Still frustrating beyond belief, but relieving to be able to articulate this better. On another note, anela was talking about the asteroid karma in another post and mentioned it's currently in Virgo. I checked my transits and transiting Karma, Eros, AND Psyche are all in late Virgo right now (loosely conjunct my ASC and square transiting Saturn I might add). Plus Mercury is in Virgo too. I also read somewhere that transiting Neptune is almost exactly square the Great Attractor right now. So that's interesting too.
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Post by Violets on Aug 5, 2017 0:44:12 GMT
So everything is opposing or squaring my Jupiter right now, while making trines to my Mars (except Saturn, the grumpy butthole of the solar system)? That would make sense... 🙄😑
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Post by Violets on Aug 5, 2017 0:45:15 GMT
I shouldn't complain though, to be fair. ❤
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Post by Deleted on Aug 5, 2017 0:57:30 GMT
This thread is a judgment free zone and welcomes all complaints ❤
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Post by lumina on Aug 5, 2017 20:54:45 GMT
TR Jupiter is trine my moon and square my Saturn at the same time now. That feels kinda weird
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Post by Violets on Aug 5, 2017 21:04:08 GMT
luminaMoon: "I feel really good!" Saturn: "That's against policy." I couldn't resist some dorky humor in there, forgive me.
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Post by lumina on Aug 5, 2017 21:20:55 GMT
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Post by lumina on Aug 5, 2017 21:24:23 GMT
Well Tr URanus is going to trine my Sun on 26 Sag and Mercury on 25 Sag once again I think. Tr Jupiter, well I liked it trine my Moon (and our Karma btw). lol this means it was on my Moon/Karma-mp for some time. Tr Pluto opposes my Saturn, so it might not ONLY have been the Tr Jupiter squaring my Saturn, but the fact he brought his darker brother along to pester their father. lol (I mean Saturn was the father of Jupiter and Pluto, and he devoured both of them out of fear they might overpower him, and of course this is exactly what they did! and I guess what their destiny had been all along. Mythologically speaking, but even transitwise, who knows? maybe it makes sense?)
BTW I`ve had a really extended transit of Tr Pluto opposing my Saturn, well still undergoing it, with 5 hits instead of 3!
1st: february/ march 2016 2nd: may/june 2016 3rd: december 2016/ january 2017 4th: august/ september 2017 5th: october 2017
this last one will be one extended period I guess, as it seems that Tr Pluto is changing direction close to the exact opposing degree of my Saturn.
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Post by anela on Aug 7, 2017 17:02:59 GMT
I had a bit of an enlightening moment last night, but it involves a rabbit hole I don't want to dive into. I mentioned it to someone, and then went to sleep. With Moon sextile Jupiter, and trine Pluto, around 9pm, Moon trine Venus, etc... I had a much more peaceful afternoon and evening than a week ago. I just need to get my clock around the right way. I'm not sleeping well, due to wanting to be up in the morning. I wake up feeling rather relaxed physically, just looking around, and noting the time, then curling up and waiting to see if I have the energy to get up, or whether I fall asleep again. I'm sad about this spring and summer being gone in a blink. I had intended to be out there as much as possible, so that I might look forward to Autumn. I used to spend a lot of time outside. The eclipse happens soon. www.rebellesociety.com/2017/08/04/caracampbell-aquarius/
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Post by Ava on Aug 7, 2017 19:51:53 GMT
I love that article anela. Thank you!
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Post by lumina on Aug 7, 2017 21:12:58 GMT
Ecclipse on my Moon in fact.
Curiously, when an opportunity presented itself (and yes I am feeling a bit nervous about it, but my curiosity outweighs it by far), I did not hesitate for a single moment to grasp it. I did not even THINK for a blink of an eye or consider hesitating. Feeling and acting was one. And acting on the positive future oriented feeling, even though it involves getting a wee bit out of my comfort zone again; it is just now that I realized I did not hesitate, I did not doubt, I did not consider NOT taking this opportunity/ chance/ moment whatever. Not for the tiniest moment.
Sounds profane, but actually in retrospect now this surprises me, as I am a big worrier and hesitating is almost my second nature, but I can feel myself giving in to that less and less, though usually it means I have to override that nagging fearful voice in my head. But for now it is almost like this voice is gone.
Well it will be back of course. lol But boy does that feel good,w ithout that negative mental whisper (of course it claims to want to protect me. I just start wondering: from what? Life? lol)
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Post by lumina on Aug 7, 2017 21:20:27 GMT
And now that I think about it, actually I have nto been thinking much before acting for the whole recent week. LOL Every kind of communication that took place in any direction,w as just coming from an impulse, and partly did not even make real sense. But seems I am really into that Leo (ME and MY wishes) kind of phase.
I mean, seriously, I had the idea to book tickets for a musical, nad I just did, without telling myself how much it is going to cost and and and. Just thinking of it, realizing I really want it, and voila done already. lol
Well it is almost funny to me, but this eclipse now, well the last time an eclipse was hitting my moon like that (though back then it was a solar eclipse) was just a few days before I coincidentally crossed paths with P. Unexpectedly though. . But I remember that I felt very similiar as I do today back then, just that today it seems I am lacking this feeling of insecurity or fear or reservation of back then.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 17, 2017 15:43:58 GMT
That Lunar Eclipse the previous week was exactly on my Moon (0°). It seems that since then, my mind has been obsessively playing the Greatest Failure Hits of My Life™ dating back to events that happened even as far back as 10 years ago. I don't feel particularly "cut up" about it, but I do feel this anger pulsating beneath my thoughts/musings.
Anger is my least favorite emotion. I hate being subjected to it, and I hate experiencing it. It's so ugly and usually never goes away until it has some kind of release point. Now that I'm a mindful adult I can sit with this emotion and try and see where it's supposed to take me, but I can't imagine the damage I would have done with this energy when I was younger.
*ramble*
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Post by Deleted on Aug 17, 2017 16:30:22 GMT
athenaOh that guy was absolutely unprofessional. His job is to deliver. If a mailman can't find his way around the neighborhood well he isn't doing his job and same would apply to the delivery guy. I'm Capricorn heavy. There's no excuse for a bad job.
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Post by lumina on Aug 17, 2017 17:40:41 GMT
athena I absolutely understand you. Anger is also an emotion I have a hard time with (in fact in every acting workshop I`ve ever done, when you are asked to express a certain emotion through intonation or nonverbally, the teacher ALWAYS gives me the "anger-card", and once the "amorous" card. lol They like to torture me I guess. ). I think it has to do with my upbringing though, as unreasonable anger was not an emotion that was accepted by my mother especially and actually not my father either (they always asked for the reason, and then to imagine I was in the other person`s shoes, or worse, asking me what THEY had done to have to endure my anger that was actually directed at a different person - in short they were always reasoning about it: I guess taht is just the Virgo-way. lol My Mom having Moon,Venus,Mars in Virgo, my Dad Saturn on the Virgo ASC, Mercury in Cap and Sun,Venus,Jupiter in AQua). As a kid I actually was prone to fits of anger or rage, sometimes just to let off the pressure I`ve experience by being around too many people and soaking up their energies and not able to handle all that energy; my parents weren`t really scolding me for this, just trying to lead me into reasoning or if that did not help, said it was okay for me to be angry, but I could do it in my own room to not disturb the others, and if I was okay again I could rejoin whatever family-meeting we were having. They did not mean it bad, they were just being reasonable. lol It took me many years to understand that I have a right to be anger, that anger is an emotion and does not always need reasoning and analyzing (at least not in the first step), and sometimes you just have to ride it out. i actually fare better with this now. For example two nights ago I was so enraged, angry about something that really was not even a good reason for it. Which I was aware of when I was that angry. But well I was feeling upset, and I gave myself the permission to feel that way, being completely unfair in my thoughts about another person, and listen to one of my anger-songs over and over again at about 2 a.m. It was just what I felt I needed. Some channeling of that emotion. Well I actually think I wasn`t even really anger, but sometimes a huge emotional energy masks itself as a feeling of anger. I remember on a concert some years ago P was saying that I was driving him crazy and well starting to put a real strong focus on me, and at that time I was not quite used to it, not like that. When I came home, I was so angry, I was raging through my appartment like i was really mad, when my brother asked me how the concert had been, and was yelling, slamming doors and I don´t know what. Crazy. For 10 minutes, and then it was alright. I don`t think I was really angry though, it was just some sort of emotional shock or emotion that had to express somehow. Of course there are times I am really angry, but they are rare, and as you put it, usually I cannot stay angry for long, cause I always see the other side, or see the humour in any given situation. Maybe that is my Aqua-Moon as well (17 degrees). Also I have Mars in 12th house conjunct ASC and Neptune in 1st house and also conjunct NN - so I suppose powerful emotions like anger ARE part of my learning process. So the teachers in these workshop really judged me rightly. As for the mailman, I also think he was absolutely unprofessional, and if it had been me, I probably would have told him exactly that, that it is not my fault he is not able to read numbers. Well I wouldn`t have done that a few years ago, but my reaction to certain situations definitely has changed, and I am less ready to take on the crap of others (though it depends on my own emotional situation).
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Post by Deleted on Aug 19, 2017 1:49:53 GMT
Wow @ceri, I relate to so much of what you've said. I really love how your parents made it a point to raise you with so much compassion and empathy and how that quality relates back to their respective charts (being Virgo/Cap/Aqua friendly, all "freakishly" calm and controlled signs). It's also great they were understanding of your nature as a child. I can also relate to absorbing the energies of others and carrying it with me. Though you seem much more in control of this quality as an adult than I do! You're right when you mention that they key to dispelling anger is allowing it space to exist and understanding where it's coming from. The key is allowing one's self as much compassion and one would give to another person. Definitely something I'm still trying to practice for myself. It's crazy how we have Aqua Moons in such close degrees and Neptunian Mars (I'm a Pisces Mars). The biggest issue with a Mars of this nature is finding just the right outlet for it to express itself, because without one the energy just suffocates and becomes prone to self destructive qualities. Particularly in men I've noticed.. Mars/NN people are always so purposeful and always seems to be in the right place at the right time at their lives. There's always a marked quality to them - like they're always doing what they were destined to do. It's great that your acting teachers are so in tune with you and your nature. One can only hope to be linked up with mentors that understand us so well @theunknown I feel similarly as a Saturn dominated person! Usually my empathy is in full force but what made me pissed was when I thought of all the times I worked in customer service and never lost my cool. That's really what set me over the edge lol
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Post by anela on Aug 19, 2017 6:04:32 GMT
This is why I can never stay mad for long. My empathy always finds a way to escape out of my rage sooner than later. Anyways I'm sorry for the ramble. Just had to purge this somewhere I am the same way. The only difference is that if I'm not over something that happened, my body and brain will now react if I'm under the same roof as certain people. I used to get sick whenever I got really angry or upset. I still do at times. Sorry that guy was so awful to you. ♥ I've been having to watch it, because I'm feeling testy, and react strongly to things I would never have responded to in the past, until I calmed down, but I've been that way for a few years now. I really miss how I used to be. Yesterday, I finally relaxed. I finally got out into the fresh air, accidentally fell asleep at gone 2pm, and was in and out of sleep until midnight. I don't know my transits - I haven't been paying attention. Hmm, Moon conjunct Saturn, Moon square Pluto, Moon square Mercury. I guess the sunny day and fresh air helped after all. I was feeling really bad, and had wanted to get out of here with my dad, but then couldn't (although he came back for me, I wasn't feeling so good at that point, and being squished in a van wouldn't help). I also got good news about my dog, from the vet. I just hope it isn't a mercury retro mix-up.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 1, 2017 1:57:09 GMT
So I was obviously too fixated on Saturn and pluto but Uranus is hitting Taurus next year. It will square my MC first, and then my saturn, merc and sun gradually over the years.
Anybody with experiences on these transits?
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