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Post by Violets on Mar 25, 2017 15:42:03 GMT
Oh, gosh... Thank you, @intuitivefish . <3 A part of me feels horrified that I'm talking about it, because I feel like it's such a beautiful grace I've been so fortunate to receive, and I don't want to feel as though my ego has anything to do with anything I'm sharing. I don't believe that it does, but the awareness that my ego will try to turn something like this into something gross is very present. So I guess as long as I know that my ego is in check here, I hope it's only helping others by talking about it. What do think the gross thing may be that you fear? My own feeling on you sharing this is that it will open up a path for something bigger, it will open eyes and it will lead others to seek to be better. So as long as you are coming from a positive place and you are, there is nothing to worry about. You are a true healer and you know how to tap into the Light which is quite amazing Ah, it's past now. And it really is coming from a positive place, so no further energy will be pushed on it that isn't positive. <3
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Post by Violets on Mar 25, 2017 15:52:06 GMT
But to be clear, this was something I made sure to keep in check when I worked in group homes with mostly schizophrenic people, or in the dementia unit of the nursing home I worked at. I loved my job deeply. I loved the residents and felt a very close bond with them (with obvious professional boundaries intact). It gave me such great, overwhelming joy to work with them, be around them, and be a part of their healing process.
But with these things, when we talk about them, we have to make sure that we're not coming from a place of "Oh, look at what a good person I am! I do so much for others", etc.
I think I'm just very wary of that type of thing. And that's all about that from me!!!
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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2017 16:09:14 GMT
Very true! I totally agree
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Post by Violets on Apr 8, 2017 17:50:03 GMT
I've been wanting to come back to post in this thread for a while, but my energy has been so disrupted lately that I haven't been able to focus much on it.
At the moment, I'm working very (very) hard at removing some really stubborn, very nasty energies that were/are attached to me. One of them, I believe, attached to me the night after Thanksgiving, when I was attacked in my sleep by...I don't even know what. I've noticed that, in spite of many good things happening on a spiritual level for me after that, there was definitely still something off. So I've been trying to remove that, with days of effort. My husband finally helped me with the last bit of it, and I believe that particular energy may be gone, I hope.
There's still some other junk that needs to be extracted/released, so for now that's what I'm doing. None of it makes much sense to me, except that I know it's there, I can feel it and sense it, and I have to pray and focus really hard to get these things to finally let go and release (whatever one wishes to call them, energies or spirits, I don't always know).
So that's where I'm at, sorry I haven't had much to say in here lately, but that would be why.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 8, 2017 20:02:38 GMT
IQ mentioned how people with strong kundalini energy are susceptible to lower astral attacks because of this power. Entities that are psychic vampires or parasites latch on to people to feed on their spiritual energy.
Do you have Kaali in a water sign which would make you more susceptible?
How nice that you have a partner who acts as a protector.
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Post by Violets on Apr 8, 2017 20:42:10 GMT
@astrokeen no, I believe I have Kaali in Gemini, near my asteroid Karma but not quite conjunct. I do, however, have "true" BML conjunct my Pisces Sun in 8th, and I've traveled down some dark paths in my life that requires a lot of healing and prayer. Typical Neptune/Pisces negative sides that I've been beyond blessed to have overcome (with help from my determined Capricorn Mars). It's a work in progress!
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Post by Violets on Apr 8, 2017 20:44:33 GMT
And yes, I'm fortunate to have my partner as he is, even though our Pluto/Uranus conjunction doesn't always feel super cooperative, lol. ❤😁
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Post by Violets on Apr 8, 2017 21:20:54 GMT
I guess Kaali does make a sextile/trine to my AC/DC axis, as well as a trine to my Mercury, although I'm not really sure what that would indicate... All in air/fire signs, though.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 8, 2017 22:15:46 GMT
Kaali trine/sextile Asc indicate an easy unproblematic flow of kundalini energy. Linda Jones on LL who had wonderful kundalini experiences noted that Kaali in aspect to Mercury can trigger Kundalini awakening during a particular transit.
I can't recall, but did you note your spiritual asteroids anywhere such as Aura, angel, logos, horus, spirit, hermes?
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Post by Violets on Apr 8, 2017 22:18:12 GMT
Interesting! I don't know if I have that or not, lol. My root chakra has had its share of issues in the past, but it's had a tremendous amount of healing in recent years as well. ...oh! No, I haven't looked at those asteroids again lately. I'll plug them in tomorrow when I have a minute.
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Post by Violets on Apr 9, 2017 15:14:31 GMT
Hmm. So far, what jumps out at me immediately with the asteroids you listed, @astrokeen, are these (I haven't plugged in all healing asteroids thus far):
Hermes 11.20 Aquarius Mercury 11.21 Aquarius Neptune 11.43 Sagittarius Saturn 12.12 Cancer
So in addition to Hermes (not sure what Hermes represents, honestly) being conjunct my Mercury, he also is a part of the base of my Yod, within orb.
Horus 4.53 Aries Venus 3.10 Aries Ceres 3.10 Aries Making a trine to my NN at 5.26 Sagittarius But also squaring my Vertex
Hygiea 5.42 Taurus Moon 5.46 Virgo Vertex 4.12 Capricorn
So Hygiae (again, no idea what she's supposed to represent, unfortunately) creates a grand trine with my Moon and Vertex.
My Aura squares my Reiki from 23.21 Aries to 22.21 Capricorn (not sure that sounds great, but okay...)
So that's what I can see so far, besides my natal Hekate being conjunct Regulus, which I'm aware of (I suppose Hekate was a bit of a healer in her way), and Circe being conjunct my Mars so sextile my Neptune (again, not exactly known as healers, but capable of as much).
Hm... What do you make of any of that, if anything?
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Post by Deleted on Apr 9, 2017 16:04:34 GMT
Violets , these are great placements! Funny that the degree numbers of my Saturn are similar to yours. Mine at 21.12 in Scorpio. You have Hygeia, the Goddess of healing concerned with both physical and mental health, trine Moon. Hygeia is the asteroid perhaps most associated with healing. Perhaps this represents your interest in healing yourself by uncovering trauma in this and past lives. And Hermes is like a shadow Mercury - a messenger of the Gods. With the two together, that reinforces the meaning in my view. According to iQ, " a strong Asteroid Hermes would give sufficient Occult Inspiration for an individual to pursue the right form of Kundalini Yoga for his or her current State of Evolution". Hermes' staff with the coiled snakes is thought to represent the kundalini. " An occult description of the Caduceus of Hermes (Mercury) is that the serpents represent positive and negative charges of kundalini as it moves through the chakras and around the spine (the staff) to the head where conscious perception occurs, the domain of Mercury the messenger. The wings of Hermes represent consciousness or Spirit. The "flow" signifies consciousness and perception--for no flow, means no lifeforce. Spiritual evolution is an ever increasing relationship with the neutral ground between the play of opposites. The Trinity is also observable in the caduceus: the helix is the Son (matter), the staff is the Father (zero-point ground) and the wings are the Holy Ghost (tangible perception of spirit)." www.biologyofkundalini.comLinda Jones who wrote an extensive account of her kundalini experiences in UC said this about Hermes: " I want to say that if we associate asteroid Kaali with Kundalini, I would think Mercury (and/or asteroid Hermes) would also be connected, since the Crown Chakra of the mind is where Shakti unites with Shiva to make Atma Smaranam (Self-remembrance) complete. In synastry I think there’s a definite connection between Kaali/Mercury and Kundalini Rise (research threads by Ceridwen along with my input). But now I think that in natal charts too, there may be a connection between Kaali/Mercury (and/or Hermes). For example, in my own natal, Hermes trines Kaali." Given the above, you can probably extrapolate better yourself. There is a thread on spiritual asteroids in Hidden Treasures.
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Post by Violets on Apr 9, 2017 16:08:49 GMT
Oh... @astrokeen, Hygiea is trine my Moon and Vertex, not conjunct, sorry! I may need to go back and edit, heh... 😳
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Post by Deleted on Apr 9, 2017 16:10:31 GMT
OK, my mistake. Nonetheless, the meaning still stands.
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Post by Violets on Apr 9, 2017 16:13:16 GMT
This is pretty cool stuff, thank you for pointing me to these asteroids!
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Post by Violets on Apr 9, 2017 16:15:09 GMT
That IS funny about our Saturn degrees, @astrokeen!
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Post by Deleted on Apr 9, 2017 16:18:30 GMT
Do you recall what i said about number patterns in degrees being significant in my view, e.g., I have Saint Michel at 22.22. I think this could form another study of its own.
I have most spiritual asteroids at 22 degrees in many houses. Astrological critical degree list 22 in certain signs - 21/22 degrees of fixed signs (Taurus, Leo, Scorpio, and Aquarius)
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Post by Violets on Apr 9, 2017 16:23:20 GMT
I think so too, honestly. I've mentioned before that my Sun/Moon opposition is also reversed in degrees (Sun at 6.45, Moon at 5.46). I always wonder at things like that.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 9, 2017 16:24:33 GMT
The reversed degrees are amazing!!
Your sun moon opposition should mean you were born on a full moon night - that is very auspicious.
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Post by Violets on Apr 9, 2017 16:27:58 GMT
Yes, I was born on a full moon, as far as I can gather. It's a pretty tight opposition there, so I would imagine the moon was very close to full, within minutes probably.
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