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Post by anela on Mar 20, 2017 10:55:13 GMT
I'm also not one to pray anymore, but I've just seen this on Jen Weigel's blog, from Caroline Myss:
I want you to picture yourself with your angel over you, because this is what I do. ‘Hover over me God. Let my angel take me out of my body. Take me to the realm of healing. Work on me tonight and through the night. Heal the broken parts of my heart, my mind, my soul. Repair my flesh and bones. Let the grace pour through me. God keep my mind clear. Help me not to judge other human beings – that doesn’t help me and you hear those judgments. So whatever negativity I generate, let me harm no one. Take it out of me. Let the angels put me back in my body before I wake filled with grace. Hover over me God. Let me walk this earth with love. Amen.’
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Post by Violets on Mar 20, 2017 16:00:49 GMT
I didn't actually start this with the intention of seeing past lives... I was looking for healing for my soul, and I just happened to come across someone first who did this type of work, and I learned from her. She wasn't the most encouraging person always, but she did what I needed to have done, taught me a little of it, and introduced me to this type of healing. So she had a good purpose in my life, besides being a childhood friend. I had a therapist who did reiki and sound energy work, but didn't really believe in past lives necessarily, or some other things I believe. But she was the only therapist I've had a good enough experience with to go to for more than a handful of sessions, and I liked her. There are also people who specifically will tell you about your past lives, but that's not really what I do with the woman I see...it's more like a by-product, and plenty of energy healing needs to come from my current lifetime, too.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 20, 2017 19:21:30 GMT
Thank you on wanting to give her information, I think such costs are good investments into our life. Can you describe more how it feels to receive the parts back ? did you feel the energy of it actually happening Yes, I did. My eyes opened so wide, and for so long, like I couldn't blink or anything... Like abnormally so, and I wasn't doing it on purpose. That's what I really recall about that particular retrieval, as it was very powerful. A lot had been taken from me (in this lifetime). When I do it myself, I sometimes shake, or my teeth chatter, that type of thing. And then I feel amazingly refreshed, the way one does after a good reiki session or a really great massage, I guess? Our company is getting ready to leave, so I'll try to add more and get her info to you here in a bit. This is truely amazing and you are blessed to have such an experience. I am sure your karma and this worldly blockages will be cleared. This may help you to ascend and have less times you may need to come come back to repeat lessons.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 21, 2017 17:22:52 GMT
This thread has inspired me to find an energy worker - I'm carrying a really dark energy with me having dealt with my last employer in close proximity for a few months. It feels like I'm hauling around some psychic trauma simply by having been around this particular person who is broken beyond belief. I have an appointment scheduled with a healer who does intuitive work so I'm excited! Thanks for exposing me to this world Violets, I don't know if I'll learn anything about past lives but I'll keep this thread posted if that's cool with everyone?
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Post by Violets on Mar 21, 2017 19:13:31 GMT
Yes, please athena! 💕💕 I'm carrying around something nasty right now as well, and it's taking me days to get it out slowly by myself, as opposed to a few minutes with my healer, lol. Best, best luck to you! 💕
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Post by Deleted on Mar 21, 2017 21:00:45 GMT
Thank you love! It's scheduled on Friday so fingers crossed it goes well I'm sorry you're feeling crummy too.. the astro weather is just damp and muggy lately, can't wait til most of it passes!
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Post by Violets on Mar 21, 2017 21:20:17 GMT
Amen to that! 😂
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Post by Violets on Mar 24, 2017 14:38:47 GMT
Yes, I did. My eyes opened so wide, and for so long, like I couldn't blink or anything... Like abnormally so, and I wasn't doing it on purpose. That's what I really recall about that particular retrieval, as it was very powerful. A lot had been taken from me (in this lifetime). When I do it myself, I sometimes shake, or my teeth chatter, that type of thing. And then I feel amazingly refreshed, the way one does after a good reiki session or a really great massage, I guess? Our company is getting ready to leave, so I'll try to add more and get her info to you here in a bit. This is truely amazing and you are blessed to have such an experience. I am sure your karma and this worldly blockages will be cleared. This may help you to ascend and have less times you may need to come come back to repeat lessons. I've been wanting to respond to this for a while, but I'm in the process of learning how to not allow my energy to become too bogged down by other influences, and I need to clear my own energy before I feel I can properly respond to such a nice sentiment! I have what is called a "skipped step" in my chart, so it's often quite a process for me. Lots of good energy going out to you, IntuitiveFish. Thank you for spreading such lovely energy here. 💕
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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2017 3:42:15 GMT
I'm carrying around something nasty right now as well, and it's taking me days to get it out slowly by myself, as opposed to a few minutes with my healer, lol. Violets , Would you describe what you mean by it's taking days to get it out slowly? What is it that you feel or experience? Because you can feel subtle energies you can also perceive whether your own healing is working and to what extent. When I try self healing through visualisations, I assume these have cleared any negativity and replenished my energies. I guess all I could do is to repeat the visualisation for a number of days and hope for the best. Have you always been this intuitive or aware of subtle energies or did this ability develop through meditation? Basically you are clairvoyant.
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Post by Violets on Mar 25, 2017 14:41:57 GMT
I'm carrying around something nasty right now as well, and it's taking me days to get it out slowly by myself, as opposed to a few minutes with my healer, lol. Violets , Would you describe what you mean by it's taking days to get it out slowly? What is it that you feel or experience? Because you can feel subtle energies you can also perceive whether your own healing is working and to what extent. When I try self healing through visualisations, I assume these have cleared any negativity and replenished my energies. I guess all I could do is to repeat the visualisation for a number of days and hope for the best. Have you always been this intuitive or aware of subtle energies or did this ability develop through meditation? Basically you are clairvoyant. Thank you for the compliment, @astrokeen (I consider being called clairvoyant a high compliment, as I know that I'm very sensitive to energies and acutely aware of them, but I had never considered myself as such...but I'll gladly take the compliment!). I've been pondering on how to respond to this without going on a long-winded spiel about my family history and so on. My great-aunts had abilities of their own that were talked about normally when they would come to visit. I'm named after two of them (my middle name) I know that I became very sensitive to energy at least by the time I was around 12 or 13. We lived in a house and area that had very negative energy, and as I was going through my troubled teenage years, I was bothered by it probably more than other people. I remember being in the orchard with my dog, just roaming around at that time, and feeling a very strong, inexplicable feeling of "Get the hell out of here, NOW" so I ran home (a good quarter of a mile) with my dog as fast as I could. I would also sit outside sometimes at night drinking tea in the summer, and feel a sense of foreboding, like something was off. The place was weird. I was often attacked in my dreams at that time, and as my room was in the basement, I avoided being down there by myself unless I was in my own room with the door shut. It was close to around that time that I started reading more about folk magic (Scott Cunningham books, etc), and visualization practices. Anyway... I don't know how to describe how I feel these things. I just know when something negative is attached to me, and that usually happens if I'm allowing myself to indulge in too much negative energy like anger, frustration, forgetting how grateful I am for my life, etc. I can just FEEL it. Sometimes I know something is blocking my energy flow because the connection to Earth energy or Source Light feels...blocked. If I'm carting around too much negative energy, it feels as though there is a clamp on top of my head, a heaviness that I can physically feel. I have that right now, after becoming so involved in so many stressful debates and issues. I need toget rid of it, really. When I meditate and pray, it takes a long time to release that energy. Occasionally, a human spirit may have attached to me, which I find particularly irritating. I don't know how I can tell the difference, I guess because I "see" a face or something similar in my mind's eye as I'm clearing it out. When it finally starts to release, I feel lighter in certain chakras, like the energy is moving out. It usually releases from my crown chakra, but sometimes I feel that other chakras release of their own accord. It feels like a pressure in my head (my entire head) moving very slowly up to the top of my head and I sometimes feel the sensation similar to when a sinus blockage finally gets cleared. It will clear all the way up to the top of my head, and once its gone it's like I just know that it's gone. I feel relieved, more physically relaxed, and I can sometimes literally see more clearly with my eyes for a few moments, depending on how clogged the energy was, or how "thick". Being able to feel my chakras and energy has definitely been something that I began feeling much more acutely after I started doing energy work in 2009. I was already aware of energies around me, as I would feel them in various places, and human spirits/residual energy. But what I've been describing in this thread definitely skyrocketed after I had done extensive energy work with other people who were trained for it, and my husband (whose step-mom is a reiki master, and taught him a bit about it). Gosh, I feel like I'm just rambling, trying to describe it the best I can. I hope it sort of makes sense.
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Post by Violets on Mar 25, 2017 14:46:43 GMT
I also don't want to come across as though I feel that I have any more special abilities than anyone else. <3 I have a lot of humility around this, as I've had a tremendous amount of help from other people, and I would not be able to do this on my own. I call to angels, Guides, and those who help from the love and light of God. Without that help, I would not be doing this on my own. <3
So I do consider myself humbly blessed, as @intuitivefish said.
I feel fortunate for the help I receive from the Light, and from others around me. I'm so fortunate in so many ways, as my life has had some pretty scary times when I was very lost in a terrible darkness. I'm lucky beyond anything I feel I deserve, so I do my best to dedicate myself to the Light, as I am grateful beyond words for the grace and love I've been shown.
Thank you for reminding me of that. <3
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Post by Violets on Mar 25, 2017 15:04:58 GMT
Also, playing with/holding my kids almost immediately creates a release of negative energy. I believe they're both very in-tune, and very healing little people. <3
I've noticed also that, the more energy healing work I do either with someone else or by myself, I have almost zero interest in things that I used to find interesting or funny, like very sarcastic/sardonic people, or watching shows I used to love, like The Dead Files. I sometimes like to watch it for the information I get from it, but I dislike the negative energy I feel it can invite.
Ditto for music. I generally only want to listen to pleasant, happy music now, whereas I used to listen to a lot of very angry or depressing music as just a matter of course.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2017 15:23:28 GMT
I just want to say you are inspiring! Thank you for sharing this with us
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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2017 15:26:13 GMT
Thanks, Violets , this is all very helpful to know. I thoroughly enjoy hearing of people's psychic experiences and development. The fact that healing/energy work with other people develops or fine-tunes your psychic abilities is very interesting to hear. This reminded me of healers I have known who reported how their abilities to feel energies developed through practising healing. Healing had the same effects on them as meditation. Edit: I don't think anyone need feel special because of their psychic abilities , so I didn't think you would either. After all. we are 1 millionth of a millionth etc., etc., of life in the cosmos which in Indian mythology is referred to 1 day of Brahma: "Brahma's day is divided in one thousand cycles (Maha Yuga, or the Great Year). Maha Yuga, during which life and the human race appear and then disappear, has 71 divisions, each made of 14 Manvantara (1000) years. Each Maha Yuga lasts for 4,320,000 years." Well !!!
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Post by Violets on Mar 25, 2017 15:29:24 GMT
@astrokeen, yes! When I do this for my husband, or my oldest son (I don't tell him I'm doing it, I just send him tons of love and light and healing when I'm giving him a hug because he's got his feelings hurt, or bumped into something, etc), it tends to lighten my energy as well. It's definitely healing to help other people to heal. Not that I do that very often, but I can do it alright if I'm in a very good space.
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Post by Violets on Mar 25, 2017 15:37:34 GMT
I do like that, @astrokeen. Yes, I don't want to feel any ego here from myself (gotta keep that part in check), so thank you.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2017 15:38:34 GMT
Violets , stop! Your ego will inflate if you don't stop being apologetic. Too much self-consciousness! Ha ha! A conundrum.
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Post by Violets on Mar 25, 2017 15:39:53 GMT
I'm derailing my own thread! I've just seen people talk about their abilities, and I've dipped my toes in that before, and it's kind of repulsive when it's tied in with something other than purely wanting to talk and share because of the really wonderful stuff that happens with this type of thing. So thank you for bearing with me!
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Post by Deleted on Mar 25, 2017 15:40:28 GMT
Oh, gosh... Thank you, @intuitivefish . <3 A part of me feels horrified that I'm talking about it, because I feel like it's such a beautiful grace I've been so fortunate to receive, and I don't want to feel as though my ego has anything to do with anything I'm sharing. I don't believe that it does, but the awareness that my ego will try to turn something like this into something gross is very present. So I guess as long as I know that my ego is in check here, I hope it's only helping others by talking about it. What do think the gross thing may be that you fear? My own feeling on you sharing this is that it will open up a path for something bigger, it will open eyes and it will lead others to seek to be better. So as long as you are coming from a positive place and you are, there is nothing to worry about. You are a true healer and you know how to tap into the Light which is quite amazing
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Post by Violets on Mar 25, 2017 15:40:38 GMT
Ah. Okay, off my chest now, lol.
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