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Post by anela on Jun 29, 2019 1:09:19 GMT
I think double Mercury-Venus aspects have helped me to feel pretty good this week, except for when I was so upset over certain things in the news. I think it softened me up there, too. I just cried.
I've just checked the draconic chart of a guy I mentioned here, and if I did it correctly, his Draconic Sun/Moon are in Leo, like mine. Only his are earlier in degree. His d Venus/Jupiter are conjunct in Gemini, sextile my Mercury/Ceres/Chiron/Sun. It also gives him a Leo MC and Scorpio ascendant, like my natal. Mars/Saturn moves to Libra.
My d Mars is Cancer, conjunct his natal Mars/Saturn. My d Moon/Venus are in Virgo, square his Venus. My d Neptune is opposed his d Mars/Saturn. His d Jupiter is sextile my d Mercury. My d Jupiter is widely conjunct his d Sun/Moon.
Oh, thank goodness. For the second day in a row, I hit the wrong button in the dark, and it screwed up what I was doing. I had to restart the laptop. The board saved it. Not that it's anything earth-shattering, I'm just listening to the rain, and looking through things.
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Post by anela on Jun 30, 2019 0:35:50 GMT
Transits related to the composite I was talking about: Saturn trine C. Moon. Pluto trine C. Karma Uranus moved over C. Mars at 2*Taurus (plus his Sun and Moon), but when it crossed C Venus, my mum went into the hospital. I had no contact with him whatsoever. My karma is conjunct his natal Mars/Saturn.
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Post by anela on Jun 30, 2019 15:31:48 GMT
I read one email he sent this morning. He's acting like this is some kind of magical reconnection, and I'm feeling like, "Ugh, no. When I wrote those emails, it was to process, and be understood." I'm a different person now. A new fucking can of worms open. yay!
I need to make peace with him somehow. I associate him with the beginning of the end. But this feels like trouble. Especially because of the eclipses. He wasn't the healthiest guy, and even though I had feelings for him at one point, I also had no interest in being with the person that he became at the time. So I was upset and confused, but no longer wanted him. It's easy to feel good in some small way, about him contacting me after so long (as in, "They always come back"), and I used to like talking to him, but I don't need him thinking this is some grand romantic thing, when a part of me still hates him. I just don't want to be hurtful.
Fuck.
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Post by anela on Jun 30, 2019 15:39:04 GMT
He is a Taurus Sun/Moon with Venus/Jupiter conjunct widely in Pisces. My dad is also a Taurus Sun/moon with venus in Pisces. I know what they're like, they go all in, and here is my Gemini Moon/Venus to say I'm not in the mood or headspace to be drowned in someone else's feelings. WTF? A decade ago, I would have loved this.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 30, 2019 17:09:18 GMT
I had a relative visit me a couple weeks back, they live abroad and it was a flying visit. They do a little bit of free lance sports journalism and they were covering a small tournament in a nearby country. They got interviewed on the radio a few days there after visiting me, and they mentioned about their trip home and they had visited me and met my baby for the first time. My transits for that day was mars conj mercury conjunct my POF in my nineth house. Its no big deal or anything but i thought it was cool and it brightened up my day.
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Post by anela on Jul 1, 2019 1:45:06 GMT
I think I handled it, and kindly. Who knows?
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Post by Deleted on Jul 3, 2019 21:30:08 GMT
Facebook, Instagram, WhatsApp are down. Blame it on Jupiter/Saturn/Pluto retrograde
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Post by lumina on Jul 5, 2019 8:47:38 GMT
shadow phase of Mercury retrograde as well.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 5, 2019 8:57:58 GMT
Mercury Shadow Two people who i havent heard from in a couple months contacted me this week about meeting up.
Also had various technology things break down. Have a meeting today about a proposed project, have a feeling its not gonna happen. Im getting recruiters contacting me on linkedin but am unsure....
I never really noticed mercury rx til I noticed it lol.
Also im having really bad seasonal allergies causing my face to swell(not so noticable but it really feels like it). Im wondering if its related to tr chrion bouncing around ny 6th house(its opposing my sun and dr neptune) cusp or tr neptune opposing my virgo mercury.
Mars is about to enter my 10th and mercury will be conj my mc when it goes rx, im getting annoyed quite easily lately.
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Post by Ava on Jul 5, 2019 17:21:01 GMT
I made a mistake and have been really completely baffled (and tormented, and self-punishing) by my own decision. It was so clearly the wrong choice. Why didn't I see it? I'm either crazy or driving myself crazy....
This grand cross is bad news for me
6 Taurus, tr Uranus 4 Leo, tr Mercury 6 Scorpio, my Uranus 5 Aqua, my Mercury
Sorry to complain but even in this mood, the astrology is so fitting, I thought I would share.
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Post by lumina on Jul 5, 2019 17:39:16 GMT
what did you do? Did some words spill ou of you?
imysrelf feel mercury retro already, I cannot almost keep my eyes open, but it was a very busy physically exhasting day, and basically I am proud I pulled through like I did. Tr Uranus trines my Venus on 6 Cp though
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Post by Ava on Jul 6, 2019 2:31:57 GMT
what did you do? Did some words spill ou of you? I can't even talk about it...but yes it had something to do with how I expressed myself. My household has been sleeping weird, too.
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Post by lumina on Jul 6, 2019 10:21:55 GMT
Avaalright, whenever you feel like talking about it, I`ll be happy to listen. And if not, it`s of course okay, too.
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Post by anela on Jul 10, 2019 9:37:07 GMT
I finally saw the email from him. The last one. he was really good about it. Said he doesn't consider me to be hurtful. All of this brought so much back to me, though. I wonder if I'll ever get over it. The past. I can't stop crying. And I need to find my cat, because I don't want him to die, I miss him, and he's also why I'm crying.
Taureans are my freaking kryptonite. And Mercury retrograde sucks.
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Post by Ava on Jul 12, 2019 11:51:57 GMT
16 Aries, my Jupiter 17 Leo, my daughter's Jupiter 15 Sag, transiting Jupiter 16 Gemini, our composite Jupiter (16 Gemini, my Mars) She's in China, and we were texting this morning. 'Didn't think we'd be able to, since I couldn't get WeChat on my phone. But maybe Jupiter is helping us out. Edit: Transiting draconic Mercury @ 15 Aries, that might help, too. Edit #2: Our draco composite Jupiter's @ 17 Cancer, on the transiting NN.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 12, 2019 19:12:16 GMT
So last week i was thinking about someone who i hadnt heard from in a month, a couple days before mercury went retro. Then heard from them the next day lol. They have strong mercury in there chart.
Noticed today someone deleted me off FB, dunno who it was though...
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Post by Violets on Jul 14, 2019 14:28:40 GMT
This Mercury retrograde transit + approaching full moon (in addition to hard hits from Uranus to everyone’s natal chart in my family) has been mental.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2019 14:44:05 GMT
Mars transit 10th - finally updated my CV/resume after putting it off constantly. Maybe mercury rc had a say in that too
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Post by Ava on Jul 18, 2019 22:02:40 GMT
This is my Uranus half-return, within about ten minutes orb. Moon's in Aquarius. I had a check-up with a new optometrist today, who informed me I am left-eye dominant. That's something I never heard before. He said this was unusual as most people who are right-handed like me are right-eye dominant. I am also left-leg dominant but never really thought about it until I learned about my eyes. So I finally just looked this up and the word for it is cross-dominant. Now I really want to know if I am left- or right-ear dominant. If it's left, than I am basically a left-dominant person except with writing. Left-handedness is associated with Uranus from what I can tell. "If you are left eye dominant but right handed (cross dominant) that ensures that your creative side is stronger than your typical right handed person. I think eye dominance is particularly important for visual artists." www.astrologyweekly.com/forum/showthread.php?t=2083Makes sense, I've always done some form of artwork. Well I have Mercury-Uranus like many of the left-handed people reporting there. Sorry this was long.
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Post by lumina on Jul 18, 2019 22:51:06 GMT
Ava wow, that is really interesting! If you are left-side-dominant in general,then that just makes sense, you being creative, artistical,an innovative thinker and intuitive.
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